•°The Girl Behind The Mask°•

Therapy session

⚠️ WARNING ⚠️ This story contains: Talking down on self, name calling, cussing and  aurguments. If you are triggered by ANY of these I advise you to leave right away. VD is advised.
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I went to the principal's office.. I was sitting on a chair... She pushed the chair (just to remind you the chair is bigger than me and I can't get up from the chair. Back to the story.) My mom had to pick up the chair. My mom kept on saying "what happened to her!"

Once I heard that I passed out on the floor. I lost so much blood my nose.. I don't remember about the car ride... But I do remember I woke up.. with a bandage around my face..

My face was all scratched up... And that is the day I stayed quit and never spoke to anyone... I still don't trust people...

Until... One day a special needs kid was in my classroom.. She looked straight at me...

She came and sat next to me.. Everyone knew me as the "trouble maker" of the class but this one person.. I guess I started to warm up to her.. She needed braces for her legs and so I never asked why because it doesn't really matter.

When you are a different color, people used to put those people in chambers. When you have a disorder, you have trauma from all those people that treated you like shit. People will always judge you.

Sorry that I have to tell you that but it's true.. When you get older your gonna see people showing their true colors.. But you will see some people in Black and White. You will see some people in their highs and sometimes their lows..

Once you hit your pre-teen stage. You are going to start thinking about life. You will think "why am I here?"
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I get home and my mom slams the door to the car. We walk and we see dad's back from the store..

My mom walks in first. I hear my mom say something to him."Why didn't you answer...." My had this glooming felling I feel her anger build... I know what's about to happen...
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I'm now in my room and I have my younger brother in my room as well.( just between us.. I have a younger and older brother. My older brother is half blood to me. My younger is full blood. It's because my dad cheated on my mom one time.) And that's what this is about...

I hear shouting for hours I hear. My mom saying about the woman (that was the bitch who got fucked by my dad.) I hear her moving around. Then no more movement just silence...
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The next day we got evicted and we needed a place to stay.. So my mom called her best friend. We were at the hospital because they had to check up on me and give me my ADHD medicine..
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A/N
The ADHD medicine makes you  so fucking emotionless you can't feel shit you can't speak you can't even cry for  fucking help.. But my mom noticed and she said "You are NEVER taking those pills again.. Ok?" I looked up at her and I said "Otay." Back to the story.
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We drive back to her house. My emotions are gone for 4 hours sometimes a whole week... We walk into her house it's really nice... I go into one of the rooms.. There's a boy in there..
I wonder why I felt this tingly felling when I saw him.. I went up to him he was a really nice guy..
Until...
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Sorry I left it on a cliffhanger but remember I write 2 parts each week. Remember stay hydrated and eat if you have any disability remember you can always believe in your self and remember "You will see some people in Black and White. And some people showing their true colors." 

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