Shyness-Overloaded
ELFFY AND QUEN
Somvanshiya
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PROLOGUE"Letting you go is the only option
Try not to convince me for I won't bulge
All this for loving someone more than myself
Only know I love you when you let me go
I can't help missing my own happiness
Even though I'm dancing on my own,
Rewards the rest of my life with ice.
When you lean on the arms which isn't mine
Is the fascinating memory that I had
If needed, I'll look into your eyes and tell you that
You are not what I want
So don't try to convince me that
You are the only person I want
Because at the end of the very day
I loath myself in every possible ways
And I'm not going to lie to myself by saying
You are the one inside me that it matters
I'm assuring you and will remind
That your a no one, and a mere girl
And nothing you say will make me believe
Yet you still deserve love Because no matter what
That you're not good enough for me to be loved
Your standards is concerned
And I am in no position to believe that
Your beauty is the only thing exist within me
Because whenever I look at you, I always think
'That you are not what I want!'
How can I possibly say, elsewhere?"
Reading this note,
Elffy's eyes blurred with unshed tears, not wanting to read any further, as she crushed this letter, the same way her heart got crushed into a puddle of paper that it is now!
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