Chapter 19 (Bee's View)

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Jake and Straub have my mind confused. I am not one hundred percent sure that I like Jake, but he shows so much love and care towards me. Straub on the other hand, is nice and I really like him, but I am not sure if he likes me back. I would ask Rusher for advice, but I feel like that wouldn't help. I don't know what to do! Oh the confusion that overpowers my mind. Love is difficult, and I wonder why it couldn't be easier. It perplexes me more than anything. Straub and Jake are different in so many ways. Jake likes to party, take risks, and is rowdy. Straub is really nice, has a bit of anger, and is a pretty big nerd. When I say it like that way, Straub is the clear winner, but Jake seems like he really cares for me. Then again, Jake cheated on me. This is getting to complicated. I don't know what to do! Should I reject Jake in the hopes that Straub and I will be together or get back with Jake and guarantee a boyfriend. I don't want to go through some crap Jake put me through. He would always be really lazy and went to bars all the time. I would have to clean up his mess. I would have to make sure that he didn't drink to much on dates and that he wasn't inappropriate with other people. Obviously that didn't stop him from getting with Carol Ann. I don't know what to do, but I have to find out.

A couple days later••••••••••••••••••••••••

Straub was in the kitchen, and I had finished a video that was uploading. He seemed very melancholy. I try to make him feel better.

"Straub, what's the matter?" I ask softly as I walk and sit next to him.

"Nothing, why do you think I am sad," he replied.

"Oh, you looked very gloomy. Sorty to bother you,"

"No, no it's fine. I probably should record a video," Straub said and went into his room. Straub didn't seem like himself. I don't know what happened to his energy. That I do not know why, but I want to find out.

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