am i forgiven?

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-time skip to a couple months later-
-lauryns pov-
me and jake are getting closer again and i'm starting to forgive him, he asked me to go bowling tn with him and i said yes
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jacob
jacob: i'm outside
me: ok i'm coming
jacob: are you ready to lose
me: never are you
jacob: nah i'm amazing at bowling get on my level
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i walk out and i'm wearing this

-time skip to a couple months later- -lauryns pov- me and jake are getting closer again and i'm starting to forgive him, he asked me to go bowling tn with him and i said yes ________________________________                                    jacob...

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"looken good as always" jake says as i get in his car then bryce texted me
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bryce :)
bryce: remember this

"looken good as always" jake says as i get in his car then bryce texted me________________________________                                   bryce :)bryce: remember this

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me: oh my god did you take all of thoesbryce: ya all the times i walked in on you guys ________________________________i show jake what bryce sent me"oh fuck" jake says laughing "thoes are kinda hot ngl""yeah they are" we drive to the bowling alle...

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me: oh my god did you take all of thoes
bryce: ya all the times i walked in on you guys
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i show jake what bryce sent me
"oh fuck" jake says laughing "thoes are kinda hot ngl"
"yeah they are" we drive to the bowling alley and a couple of our friends are there
"YOOOOO ACE" jacob shouts to get his attention
"oh hey guys" says ace walking up to us with vinnie, jackson, paige, tabs, and kristen
"what y'all up to" vinnie says giving me a look so i pull him off to the side
"you ok" i say giving him a hug
"ya i just don't want jake to hurt you again" he says
"he won't and i'm not jumping right back into things me and him are just friends at the moment, i have to get that trust built back up" i say
"ya but have y'all kissed, hooked up, or fucked in the past month"
"no we haven't, it's just like how it was before all of that. like nothing happened at all and that's how it's going to stay for a wile" and vinnie smiles, he's like a big brother to me. the one i never had, then i get a call from my sister maggie
"heyyyy" she says
"hey girl what's up"
"nothing just wanted yo know when you were coming back to buffalo cuz i miss you, you know we are having a get together next week, you were invited along with a plus one" she smiles mouthing jacob cuz she has had a crush on him for the longest time
"ya i will go just tell mom to text me the details and yes i will bring jake but don't be weird ok" i say as jake walks over
"hey who's this" he says putting his arm around me and my sister screams
"this is my sister" i laugh "maggie"
"oh hey maggie" jake says and she blushes
"hey jacob" maggie says trying to keep her cool
"ok i gotta go now love you byeee" i say hanging up "she's so obsessed with you" i say to jake and we laugh
-time skip to an hour later-
"I GOT A STRIKE" i say jumping into jacobs arms
"ok but i'm better" he says putting me down
"no i'm winning" i say dabing up vinnie, the teams are me, vinnie, and Kristen then the other team is jake, ace, and jackson
me vinnie and kristen jump and yell when we win and then get kicked out of the bowling alley for being to loud
"ok when we all get back to the house we need to play beer pong or something" ace says
"YESSSS" i scream
"me and lauryn are going to be on a team" jake says
"why because i'm so good at beer pong" i say smiling up at him
"yes" he says hugging me, in that moment i realized how much i craved him i craved hugging him, kissing him, making out with him, fucking him i needed him i needed him back the way we were before he cheated on me
"ok then my and ace will be on a team" vinnie says
"BETTTT" i yell again then we all get into our cars and drive back to the house, as we are setting up the tables and cups then my mom facetimed me so i go into a different room with jake and answer
"hey mom"
"hey honey, did maggie tell you about the family get together"
"yes she did" i say smiling
"ok good are you bringing jake"
"yes she isss" jake says getting in the frame
"hi jake how have you been" my mom says smiling
"pretty good" he says smiling "how have you been"
"good and i'm glad to hear"
"ok well we gotta go mom i love you"
"NO FUNNY BUISNESS" she yells and i hang up and we laugh, we walk back out of the room and the whole house is stairing at us and vinnie is giving me a death glare
"OK LETS GET THIS PARTY STARTED" jake screams
-time skip to a couple hours later-
-jacobs pov-
lauryn is rlly fucking drunk stumbling all over the place, i go upstairs and take a shower, when i come back down stairs everyone's watching a movie and lauryns passes out cuddling with vinnie and i pick her up
"what are you doing" vinnie says
"taking her upstairs to her room is that allowed" i say and he scoffs
"if you try and pull anything i will kill you and or if you hurt her like that again you will be a dead man" he says
"i won't" i bring her upstairs and she wakes up and im walking up the stairs
"your so sexy with wet hair" she says putting her hands through my hair
"ya i know i'm pretty sexy" i say laughing
"you know i'm still madly in love with you, i crave you i crave kissing you, making out with you, i crave not being able to walk because you fuck me so hard"  me too
"shut up lauryn your drunk" i say laying her down and as i'm waking away she grabs my hand
"stay please"
"i shouldn't" i say walking away
"please don't go" she says again, i turn around that take off my shirt and go lay with her
"fuck jacob your so hot" she says again trying to kiss me
"lauryn your drunk you wouldn't be doing this if you weren't" i say
"ok but drunk words are always sober thoughts" she says falling asleep on my chest gos i missed her. everything she said i thought to.
-time skip to the morning-
-lauryns pov-
i wake up to me and jacob cuddling and me only in a bra and underwear then him in boxers so i shake him away
"whatttt" he rubbing his eyes
"what happened last night"
"you got drunk i took you upstairs you confessed your feelings to me than you begged me yo stay with you" he says ,  shit
"did we fuck" he opens his eyes wide
"no we didn't fuck it got hot so you took off your cloths and i only sleep in boxers" he says pulling me back down to cuddle with him, we lay there for a couple hours than get up, i get changed and he goes back to his room to change, someone knocks on my door
"come in" i say putting on my makeup
"hey what happened last night" vinnie says
"oh i just got drunk off my ass and confessed my feelings to jake and tried to kiss him oh and now i'm majorly hung over" i say laughing
"did he try to do anything to you" vinnie says helping me straighten my hair
"no i did though apparently i tried to kiss him, vinnie i don't know what to do i told him everything i was thinking, i told him i crave him i told him i crave his lips against mine i told him i crave making out with him. i told him i crave fucking him. and i mean all of that that's what i want so badly but he hurt me. so i don't know why i want him so badly" i say looking at vinnie through the mirror in front of me
"lauryn your in love with him. that's how i feel for the longest time about paige but i got over it. your problem is you don't wanna let it go because you know he feels the same way. your both so in love with each other all of the bad parts you guys are blind to" he says hugging me
"yeah" jake walks back into my room
"hey guys"
"hey jacob" vinnie says
"what's up"
"don't hurt her again she loves you don't fuck it up" vinnie says walking out of my room patting him on the shoulder as soon as vinnie leaves my room
"i herd what you said" jake says kneeling down in front of me
"and i ment it" he grabs the back of my neck and kisses me. this is the feeling i have been craving. him, his lips are so soft and i have butterflies all in my stomach, he breaks the kiss.
"better" he says running his hands through my hair
"i think one more time would help" he stands up and goes over to my bed and i follow. i sit on his lap and we make out. i have goosebumps and so many butterflies in my stomach as his tongue enters my mouth. we make out for 10 minutes. we make out like there's no tomorrow and i missed this so much. i am getting what i  was craving

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