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prelude

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𝐈𝐝𝐞́𝐞 𝐅𝐢𝐱𝐞 (n.)
|ee-day-feeks|
- an idea that dominates one's mind especially for a prolonged period : 𝐨𝐛𝐬𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧.

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- "He's my illness, but there was no cure."

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— Sexual content: knife play etc [explicit]

— Attempted rape/sexual assault

— Death

— Foul Language/violence [explicit]

— Torture [explicit]

— Drug Addiction [explicit]

— 𝐓𝐨𝐱𝐢𝐜 love [explicit]

— Heavy mental issues [explicit]

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— Psychological Thriller

— Schizophrenia

— Psych Ward

— Drug Addiction

— Forced Proximity

— Mutual Obsession

— Slow Burn (kind of)

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I never wrote a book set amongst a Psychological Thriller despite it being a huge tempt, so please understand that I'm no professional, okay? Everything in this book will be researched and so on.

This book is 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐲, so let me make it clear that it is set as a dark romance for a reason, something that does not belong amongst a list that defines it being soft [something a hopeless romantic would melt for]. Also, I do not condone, nor romanticise any of the subjects mentioned within my book, and find it absolutely disgusting if acted in the real world, so please don't assume so, yes? Thank you.

Lastly, don't expect my writing to be perfect, no matter how hard I try — so if you do stumble across a few mistakes along the way, be gentle if you wish to correct me, I don't tolerate foul hate. If you wish to ignore that, then your comments will be deleted, too, your account blocked.

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Hauning — Halsey

Dance Little Liar — Arctic Monkeys

A Little Death — The Neighbourhood

Life Of The Party — The Weeknd

Rosemary — Deftones

Him & I — G-Eazy

Avalon — $uicideboy$

The Zone — The Weeknd, Drake

Wires — The Neighbourhood

Glass — Mareux, King Woman

R U Mine?  — Arctic Monkeys

New Person, Same Old Mistake — Tame Impala
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— 𝐈 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐞𝐧𝐣𝐨𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤, 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐢 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐜𝐞𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐞𝐧𝐣𝐨𝐲 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐭!