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Shadow Sayria Solace
Chicago, Il
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IGNORE ALL MISTAKES

 "damn i slept all day" i said checking the time seeing it was 12 in the afternoon

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"damn i slept all day" i said checking the time seeing it was 12 in the afternoon

so i got up and picked a outfit

"hey Alexa play my therapy playlist" i said while getting in the shower

"play your therapy playlist"

autobiography by Nicki Minaj

(my favorite nicki song)

"Daddy was a crack fiend.
Two in the morning had us runnin' down the block like a track team.
When he burned the house down and my mother was in it, how could I forqet it, the pain was infinite.
She's my queen and I ain't even British.
She's the only reason that I went to school and I finished. (yeah)
She told me that I had talent, got on her knees and prayed for me when I started being violent.
She saw something in me that, til this day I don't know if I could be that. But I'ma die trying.
And when I'm done crying, grab the iron , and black out like I'm retiring.
Nightmares of yu killing my mother, the reason that I sleep with my head under the covers.
And they shoulda thrown the book at you, cause I hate you so much that it burn when I look at you." i rapped

"Damn I wanna run to you
Hold you & kiss you & tell you how I miss you.
Thought I would have a son for you
But now it's official it's over and I can't let you go
But I gotta let you know, all the sh*t I did make me feel
Like I'm dying real slow. Cause no one understands me,
They don't know what to do, when I'm hurt, when I'm angry.
You was my friend, and my man and my daddy.
You was there when that bitch tried to stab me.
Anything I ever needed, knew you had me
Cause of you, all them chicks couldn't stand me.
So why hurt you? That's the question.
It took this long for me to learn my lesson.
Cause now all I want is peace, and get drama,
I finally understand the true meaning of karma." i rapped

"Please baby forgive me.(forgive me)
Mommy was young, mommy was too busy tryna have fun.
But now I pat myself on the back, for sending you back, cause god knows I was better than that.
To conceive you then leave you, the concept alone seems evil I'm trapped in my conscious.
I adhere to the nonsense listening to people who told me I wasn't ready for you.
But how the fuck would they know what I was ready to do?
And of course it wasn't your fault, I could feel you in the air, I hear you
Saying "Mommy don't cry can't you see I'm right here?"
I gotta let you know what you mean to me.
When I'm sleep, I could see you in my dreams with me
Wish I could touch your little face and hold ya little hand
If it's part of god's plan maybe we can meet again" I rapped

Battle Cry by Polo g

I know these niggas never been a hunnid, they let that fame switch 'em
Did all that preachin' 'bout bein' solid then you changed, nigga
I'm from that 1300 block, I'm still the same nigga
They know how I bleed, swear this shit up in my veins, nigga
I look my brother in his eyes, I seen the pain in him
Boy, I won't play, yeah, I go to war about my gang members
I was in the trenches slidin' with them grave diggas
Choppa showers, he gon' fall, once that rain hit him
Addicted to this ecstasy, I like how it feel
It's like I been poppin' X ever since I tried a pill
Shit got me through some hard times, I lost my mind for real
Lotta shit happened way too fast, I ain't have time to heal

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