Lets get started to unfold a new journey ft.tejran....
-----Dandelions----
I've heard of a love that comes once in a lifetime
And I am pretty sure that you are that love of mine...
I see forever in your eyes
I feel okay when I see you smile...
So today it's my marriage...its an arrange marriage and guy is my best friend's brother..he is a nice guy,rich and happening,well settled,nice family background, my family likes him,even I like him as a person,basically everything perfect ,like no reason to say no...so why not giving it a try...when my parents asked me for this marriage thing, I said yes because I don't love a guy or I am not even in a relationship....
"We have to go to club ,its already 7" my sister said to me....yes I was thinking all of this while the makeup artist was doing my makeup...
When we reached the club my emotions overwhelmed, I didn't know should I cry or smile ,everyone's eye was on me....I was doing my bridal photoshoot, the photoshoot every girl dreamt for ,even I dreamt for is happening...I was seeing my father and my brother running, talking to caterers and in between keeping their eyes on me and giving a warm smile...after looking at their face only I know how I controlled my emotions...my mother was taking care of the guests along with my aunts,my sister and my cousins were standing there sometimes looking at me sometimes clicking their pictures...everything that has to happen is happening... after sometimes they will come and will take me with them ,I will have to leave my house, every girl has to do it ,even my mother ,she also had to leave her house but did my father and my family ever made her realise that it's not her father's house,the house she has born,she lived for all these years,many times we also have told her, sometimes in anger ,sometimes in fun that its not your house, it's my father's house,we have hurted her,yeah it's my father's house but isn't it mamma who made it home??? Maybe we were too small to understand all of these ,maybe she also forgave us heavy heartedly because we are her babies ,will my in-laws ever make me feel that way??will they make me realise that I will be living in their house??
Yes he came,he is looking good.... we both did our wedding shopping together and the dress is looking good on him ,after sometimes it is my vidai...
Now it's my vidai,my father is giving my hand in his hand whom I Don't even know personally, will he be able to keep me safe like my dad??will he be able to love me??give me all the things I deserved??or will I get a reality check??
I am now sitting in an unknown room all decked up ,I am feeling nervous, anxious, restless ,I wanna run to my mom to my family but didn't I knew all of this are coming??is this how all the other brides feel??god he opened the door ,what should I do??
The past few days were quite hectic ...it was wedding and all the other functions, we didn't do it all these day maybe I didn't let him or he didn't want it.....
