Bts Oneshot Book [Ot7]

Secrets

💔🌹🍼Jikook🍼🌹💔

- Mentiona of suicide, depression, and anxiety 
- Jungkook older
- Little Space
- Cursing/ Yelling  

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Jimin was sitting in his and Jungkook's shared apartment

He was studying for an upcoming test you had to take for his college classes, he's been stressed out lately and in not wanting to bother his boyfriend he's been hiding in the dark alone with all his problems

His depression and anxiety come back to haunt him

He heard the door open and he rolled his shirt sleeves down

Jimin soon felt arms wrap around him "Hi hyung" Jimin spoke

"Hi baby" Jungkook kissed Jimin's head "Oh your studying?" Jungkook said seeing the papers and books at the desk

"Yes I have many test that I need to complete tomorrow" Jimin said "Hmh okay bubs, I'm gonna make dinner. Do you want Alfredo with chicken, or Spaghetti sauce with meatballs?" Jungkook asked him "Um Alfredo and chicken" Jimin replied "Okay baby I'm gonna go back that, take your time with your studies" 

"Thanks hyung" Jungkook nodded leaving Jimin in the room. Jimin sighed as tears ran down his face. He wiped it as he went back to reading in his book.

An hour later when Jungkook finished cooking he went back to check on Jimin, he went in the room and Jimin was coming out the bathroom rolling his sleeves down he went and sat back down.

"Jimin, maybe you need to take a break from work for a bit. Your gonna overwork yourself. I don't want that" Jungkook said pulling Jimin by the arm " Ow" Jimin pulled away "Ow? I didn't pull that hard" Jungkook was confused 

"Jimin?" Jungkook looked at Jimin "Nothing hyung. I said ow so you'd let go and let me do my work" He lied smoothly "Oh alright. Babe please come eat when you're done. I'll wait for you" Jungkook said "Don't bother" That hurt Jungkook a bit but he nodded and left the room

Getting out there he called Jin to asked to some assistance with getting Jimin to take a break

"Well i'd say pick him up get him out the room and sit with him. Maybe get him to be little" Jungkook nodded as Jin spoke "But hyung. He said 'Ow' when i lightly pulled his arm. Like i know if im adding to much pressure and i didn't" 

"Hmh maybe he hit his arm or something and there's a bruise there?" Jungkook didn't think of that but then gasped "Jin hyung what if he's doing the thing again?" Jungkook hung up and went back into the room where Jimin sat 

"Hyung don't be too loud" Jimin said but Jungkook walked right past him into the bathroom "Hyung?" Jimin was confused Jungkook came back with a med kit 

Jungkook took Jimin's wrist and held then with one hand "Hyung! HYUNG STOP WHAT THE FUCK" Jungkook looked surprised. Jimin never cruses "Jimin watch your mouth" Jungkook told him

"NO BECAUSE YOU DON'T FUCKING CARE AT ALL" Jimin yelled. Jungkook took a deep breath then went to Jimin's this time holding Jimin's arms together and pulling them down

Jimin's put his head down as Jungkook saw the red cuts going up and down his arm "Baby" Jungkook said "I'm sorry, please don't be mad at me. Please" Tears ran down Jimin's face "Baby I could never be mad. I'm worried for you. Can you tell me why you've been doing this" Jungkook spoke softly 

"I'm been stressed with school hyung, and I don't wanna fail any test so I've been working day and night. I over work and my anxiety and depression are coming back, I didn't wanna tell you because I didn't want you feeling like you didn't help enough when you did" Jungkook stopped Jimin 

"Honey. Depression and anxiety aren't like it comes once and its gone forever. It comes and go's. You have your good days and you have your bad days. I will help you get through them because I love you and it's my job as a boyfriend and hyung to make sure my baby is well" Jimin nodded 

"Alright bubs can I clean them please?" Jungkook wanted to get permission "Yes please" Jimin said Jungkook nodded getting different things out and cleaning the cuts. 

Jungkook knew the younger needed to be little so he was gonna make him slip "Hmh good job Min being such a good boy while daddy cleans you up" Jimin looked up them blushed looking back down.

"Would Minnie like to change into something different?" Jimin nodded "Words" Though Jungkook knew Jimin was a non-verbal little, he'd know once Jimin whined when he asked him to talk

"Yes please" Jimin responded Jungkook smiled getting up and going to Jimin's little space box and getting out a kitten onesie and a kitten pacifier  

Jungkook walked back and changed Jimin, he then had Jimin look at himself in the mirror and Jimin smiled "Do you like it?" Jungkook asked "Yes I do "Jimin said Jungkook nodded and picked Jimin up bringing him to the kitchen. 

He sat Jimin in a chair and got a plate of food "Say ah" Jungkook said putting food on the fork. Jimin opened his mouth eating it "mhm good boy" Jungkook said 

After a few more forks Jimin shook his head "Come on bubs eat a bit more, you always eat alot of this" Jungkook said again Jimin shook his head "Why?" Jungkook asked "Hmhh" Jimin started ti whine and Jungkook smiled

"Hi baby, daddy missed you" Placing the food down Jimin pointed to the bottle that was sitting on the counter empty then looked at Jungkook reaching his arms up 

"Alright baby daddy will get you milk" Jungkook picked Jimin up walking into the kitchen he grabbed the bottle and filled it with milk. After closing, warming, and testing the milk he stuck it in Jimin's mouth 

"Baby doesn't wanna hold the bottle?" Jimin shook his head as he drank and Jungkook laughed a bit going to sit in the front room with Jimin

After Jimin finished the bottle Jungkook patted his back til the little burped "Does baby wanna watch a movie?" Jimin shook his head and did 'more' in sign language 

"More what? Milk?" Jimin shook his head
"Uh food?" Jimin nodded 

Jungkook knows Jimin only eats one other food when little that food being apple sauce

Jungkook nodded going to get some apple sauce and a spoon coming back. He sat Jimin on the floor sitting with him "Open up for the airplane" Jungkook said Jimin opened wide and clapped his hands after Jungkook fed him 

"Aww i have a very happy baby don't I?" Jungkook said and Jimin nodded before balling his fist and whipping his eyes. 

Jimin crawled into Jungkook's lap and yawned as he laid his head down, he signed 'milk' which made Jungkook get up refill, reheat, and give it to him.

Jungkook went to the room laying down with Jimin. "I love you baby. So much"