Kit and I have been dating for 4 years and I've been with him for the majority of his acting career. When he got the role of Nick on Heartstopper, we knew we would be separated for a long time. Although, That was until he decided he wanted me to come with him. So, for the first season of Heartstopper, I tagged along with him and made friends with everyone in the cast and crew. When they got renewed for season 2, Kit insisted I come again and so, that's where I am now. Sitting at the kitchen counter drinking a cup of tea while I wait for everyone in the house to wake up. For season 2, the cast decided they wanted to rent out a house where everyone could come and live in while they were shooting, so far it's been a blast.
As I sit and scroll through my phone, I hear footsteps walking down the stairs. I look up expecting to see Kit but, instead, see Sebastian. He smiles tiredly at me while rubbing his eyes before plopping down across from me.
"Where's Kit?"
"Oh he's still asleep in our bed"
"Ah" Sebastian says as his eyes linger on me,
"What?" I laugh as I begin to feel nervous under his stare,
"Nothing! It's just- Is everything ok? With you, I mean. I just feel like you never wake up before Kit and even if you do, you don't come downstairs without him."
Truth is, he's right. There is something wrong. I woke before Kit this morning and, as I laid in his arms, I decided to open my phone and check in on my socials. As I scrolled through, I went down a spiral of hate comments. When Kit was first launched into the public eye, these things happened. They got so bad, I was getting death threats and Kit got so fed up, he tweeted out to all his "fans" and told them to stop, that it had gone to far and he didn't appreciate it. After that, things slowed down. The hate comments never stopped but the things they were saying were better then what they had said before. Although, now, it was getting back to the way it was. It's keeping me up at night. It's making me so incredibly anxious. I just don't know how to tell him. I don't want to make him as upset as he was when this happened before.
"Yea! Everything's fine, Sebastian. I just wanted a cup of tea."
"Y/n, everyone knows you only prefer Kit's cups of tea. Don't lie. I'm here for you, what's going on?"
"It's just- I just- ugh. I'm getting really bad hate messages again and I don't know how to tell Kit and it's making me anxious but I don't want Kit to be upset but I also need this shit to stop because last time we went through this I went through such a horrible depression and it took my a while to recover from it. I just feel like I'm not good enough for him anymore."
I go to wipe the tears that have fallen from my eyes when Sebastian gets up from his chair, walks over to me, and wraps me in a hug. When he pulls away he looks me dead in the eyes and says,
"Y/n, don't ever think you're not enough for Kit. When I first met you and Kit introduced you as his girlfriend, I almost thought he was kidding. You're gorgeous and you're smart and you're funny and you're everything any person would want. I know it's cheesy but, you're the full goddamn package." I laugh at this, "Kit's so fucking in love with you it's kind of disgusting. He worships the ground you walk on, he laughs at everything you say, he's the definition of heart eyes when he looks at you, you are his whole world. You're more then enough for him. He's told me that he knows he's gonna marry you and he can't wait. Y/-"
"What?" Did he just say what I think he said?
"What?"
"What'd you just say" Realization takes over him before he answers me,
"While we were on our press tour, a couple months ago, we were talking in his trailer while you were asleep in his lap. I made a joke about how he was so in love with you but he just looked up at me so... serious. All he said was 'I'm gonna marry her'. I was so shocked that I asked him to repeat what he said and then he went into this whole monologue about how much he loves you and how you're his everything. He said he knew you were the one and how he couldn't wait to marry you and spend the rest of his life with you. He said he wanted to have kids with you and he wanted to grow old with you. He was so excited to talk to someone about the dreams and plans he had for your guy's future. He was giddy and romantic and heartfelt and wholesome. It was one of those moments you think only belongs in romcoms. Y/n, I'm telling you, never doubt his love for you. It's not worth it."
I opened my mouth to say something but was interrupted by Kit's voice,
"Sebastian," he said groggily, "get off my girlfriend. You got your hugs now I get mine." He lazily walked over to me before pushing Sebastian aside and wrapping me in a bear hug. He smothered my face in kisses and laughed as I tried to push him off. When we pulled away, he kissed me, not on the face, but on the lips and whispered,
"good morning, baby"
I smiled at him and pecked his lips once more before he turned around to make himself some tea. As Kit was grabbing his mug, Sebastian looked at me, a huge smile on his face, and mouthed,
"See? He fucking loves you"
He loves me.
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Nick Nelson and Kit Connor Imagines
FanfictionImagines about the character from Heartstopper, Nick Nelson, and the actor who plays him, Kit Connor!