the Perfect Touch

all I feel is pain 2

Whispering cut into my sleep. "Would you shut up I'm trying to sleep, "I yell at whoever the person is. I head a chuckle before the most amazing smell hit me; my eyes shot open, as if I just got shocked. 

This was the first time I ever smelled this kind of smell it was mouthwatering I don't know how to describe it. Letting my eyes wonder around the room landing on light caramel eyes with white hair.

I had to blink a couple of times to make sure I wasn't dreaming. When I realized that it wasn't a dream I spoke

"Why are you here?" oh god I hate my southern voice. He set up right his eyes never leaving mine "I just came to make sure you were okay, since Damien and Vince begged me to come." he shrugged his shoulders, "so I did."

I don't know why I was upset, was it the simple fact that he listened to other to come see me? he didn't want to come on his own free will?'

 "Well, I'm fine now you can leave." He stands, moving closer to me, my eyes widen not of fear but the smell of him was overbearing I didn't know if I could control myself?' 

 "Are you really?" he taunts with his breath-taking smile,

"Yes, I am."

His smile never fades, 

"Well, that's not what I heard from your pack members," I want to knock that grin off his face he was really starting to make me angry.

"GET OUT OF MY ROOM Terrance!!!" yelling at the top of my lungs, if you're not going to do anything to help then it's best if you just leave, do something with your life, go fine Misty," and it was just like a movie, his smile soon fades and he became serious, which I didn't understand 

'A Repeat what you just said sweet Candy?'

I didn't like this at all the way he was looking and speaking to me, 'you just told me to go find Misty, a mate, then what?'

I sat speechless as he waited on an answer, 'I mean you like her better than you do me anyway,'

Crossing my arms over my chest, his sent was really killing me, but I didn't seem to understand, why wasn't he attracted to me, like the other pack members, they were lately trying to break the door down. But Terrance he was something different.

'Ay now mate now we getting somewhere.' he says more to himself then aloud, but I still heard.

'So, you're jealous of Misty he says raising one eyebrow. "I don't know if I should be Chuffed (meaning Happy or proud) or Sloshed  (meaning pissed)." This time he was really starting to scare me.

"What do you mean?" I ask hiding my fear. He looked me over slowly before he spoke, "I mean the only time I can get your attraction is when I'm with another lass (means girl) that's the only time you show me that you care.

"I never said I cared." I threw out there, and I know I shouldn't be playing with fire, but I wanted to see how far this would go. "Naw, you never did, but you show it, you reject me, and then not to long after you go into heat, you call my name though out the night, like I will magically appear to release your pain.'

He turns away from me this time like it hurt him to look at me, 'do you know ever since I found out you were my mate, I haven't slept with anyone, that's because I am keeping myself right for you, I wanted to make myself right for you, but time after time when I tried you never paid me any mind."

I could hear his heavy breathing, "I waited for you at the party, and you never came, the only reason I'm so close to Misty is because she gave me hope that you will come around and accept me." He let out a low breath shaking his head he let out a chuckle, "Sometimes I wish that she was my mate, maybe I wouldn't be going through the things that I do with you.

And just like that, he stabbed the knife into my heart, the words that he said really hit me, but I wouldn't cry in front of him I would not let him see my tears.

'My best friend is gone, and I have no energy to fight with you. I have a lot on my plate already and dealing with you is over filling it," I wait for him to finish and when he does my heart is acing and I am silently crying now I do my best to hold back my tears but fail; He takes one last look into my Golden brown eyes and for the first time I feel it, I felt the blond that pulling me towards him.

"I'm going to go do what I do best, sleep around." When he said those words, I let out a load gasped; he just took the knife and sliced my heart to theirs no repair.

"That's what I'm known best for,' he then turns from me, 'isn't that right Sweet Candy, I'm just a playboy." He closed the door behind him, not taking a second look, leaving me alone in my thoughts. I try to take a breather, but it didn't work the only thing that came out was a painful cry that could be heard throughout the woods.