When I Found You (A Niall FanFic)

chapter 17

"Goodbye"

NIALL'S P.O.V

"Niall, please, don't leave me" she said with sleepy voice.

I turned around to look at her. What should I do? She's my best friend's girlfriend...

"Don't wanna be alone"

I sat beside her and she put her arms around me holding me and as if it was an involuntary act I held her in my arms trying to protect her. I kissed her goodnight and went to sleep.

But I couldn't. I was feeling weird. I had a feeling that I couldn't control. A feeling I didn't know before. It wasn't a bad feeling because it made me feel happy. Whenever I saw her I smiled, and I think that's why I couldn't sleep maybe. She made me feel happy, and with all of these thoughts I fell asleep.

YOUR'S P.O.V

I woke up the next morning finding Niall next to me with his messy hair around. I was hungry because I hadn't eaten anything last night. I had a quick shower and borrowed some of Niall's clean clothes and went to make breakfast for us.

He hadn't woken up yet so I grabbed one of his guitars and started playing some chords and some songs. I could play the guitar. I've always loved music and playing instruments. I played and sang Wonderwall by Oasis, some Taylor Swift's songs when I looked to my right and saw Niall against the wall with his messy hair smiling.

"You're doing great [Y/N], don't stop. You sing very well"

"Shut up. I just... I'm not used to people listening to me when I'm singing"

"You shouldn't worry about that. Trust me, you're voice is beautiful"

"Thanks Nialler"

"How are you today? Feeling better?"

"Yeah thanks. By the way, when are you leaving again?"

"This evening. At 8. Are you coming to say goodbye?"

"Yeah, I think so. Sooner or later I have to talk to Harry so, why not?"

"Yeah, that should be the right thing to do"

"I made you breakfast. I thought you were hungry, so I made some. Well, you're always hungry, but anyways, you have eggs, bacon, orange juice right there... I can make you some toasts if you want?"

"Hey, who's the host here? You didn't have to make all of this [Y/N]"

"Yeah, but I wanted to. I wanted to thank you for last night. You really helped me Niall" I said smiling

"I'm glad I helped you"

"Well, I gotta go. I'll see you in a few hours at the airport ok?"

"Ok, bye" he said kissing my cheek

I headed back home where Theresa was doing some cleaning.

"Hi sweetie"

"Hi"

"Everything ok? How are you?"

"Yeah, good, not so bad"

"Cool, that's great"

"Are you coming to say goodbye to the boys?"

"Mmm yeah sure. What time?"

"They're leaving about 8 so I think 2 hours earlier or so. At 6, I have to talk with Harry anyways. I'm gonna ring him"

"Ok"

I felt prepared to talk with him, so I phoned him.

"[Y/N]?" he said with his voice very softly

"Yeah, Hi Harry. I just called you to ask what time do we have to be at the airport to say goodbye?"

"Are you coming? I thought you weren't"

"Why wouldn't I go? Everything is ok, I mean, not everything because it's clear that we have to talk. But I'm still your friend, right?"

"Yeah, so what about if we pick you up at yours at 5?"

"Mmm, ok. We'll be ready at 5"

"Ok, thanks [Y/N] I really wanted you to come to the airport. I just... I didn't dare myself to phone you and ask you to come."

"Don't worry Harry. It's fine. I'll see you soon."

"Yeah, soon."

The day passed by and soon we were at the airport with the boys. Eleanor and Perry came too with us. When they checked in and everything I told Harry we needed to talk before they leave. So we went where the chairs were.

"Look Harry... I don't know how to say this..." I looked around and saw paparazzis taking pictures of us and stuff. I grabbed my hat and tried to hide what we were talking about. I knew they were good reading lips, so to avoid rumours and misunderstandings I put it in front of us.

"What are you doing [Y/N]?"

"Trying to hide our conversation" He looked me with a weird face

"Ok, talk"

"Well, what I was trying to say is that I love you so much, Harry, but I don't know if this is the right thing. Don't get me wrong. I don't want you to be angry with me because you're still a good friend of mine and I don't want it to change that. Do you understand me? I just need some time. Time to clear up my mind and to know what I really want"

"Yeah, I think I get you, I mean. I feel the same way. You're important in my life as well, but like you said, I need some time to know what I really want to."

"So, is everything clear now?"

"Mmm, I think so... But just one more thing. What are we going to say to press and everybody about us?"

"I don't know, don't say anything. We'll be like this until we know if we can work this out. If it doesn't we'll be friends and if it does no one will notice that"

"But if anybody ask me about it?"

"Tell them we're fine"

"Mmmm, ok"

So we finished and went where everybody was. It was time for them to leave. We hugged all of them and when it was time to say goodbye to Niall and Harry I started crying like an idiot. They meant so much to me and I was so confused...

"I'm gonna miss you so much leprechaun"

"Yeah, I'm gonna miss you more, trust me. I won't have breakfast like you make them."

"Haha, don't be silly they will be better than mine" I said crying more.

"Aww, don't cry babe. You know, if you need to talk to me about anything, anytime of the day, just phone me or skype me ok?"

"Yeah, ok" I said getting out of his arms.

Now it was Harry's turn. I hugged him without saying anything and he kissed my head. This made me remember last night with Niall at his house and all the feelings inside me that night were now appearing in my stomach. But not because of I was hugging Harry, but when I thought in that night.

I kissed him on the cheek and now it was Theresa's turn to say goodbye to Harry. They hugged, wait. They hugged? Yes, and then Harry kissed her cheek! I was freaking out now. What the hell was going on between the two of them?

Then, we got home and I change to my pyjamas, prepared a glass of milk and went to the sofa to watch the new episode of Gossip Girl. It was my favourite tv series! Theresa did the same thing and we were now the two of us on the sofa.

"[Y/N] I need to talk to you about something"

"Mmm, ok, shoot" I said

"Please, please, please, swear you won't be mad at me"

"Should I be scared about what you're going to say?"

"I don't know, just swear it please"

"Ok, I swear"

"Well, do you remember that night when Harry was so drunk and I went to talk to him?"

"Yeah... go on"

"Well, he almost kissed me" she said.