will you keep it secret - yoonmin

27

ever since that night jimin hasn't spoken to yoongi, its been a week and the only time they see eachother is when the older waits for hani to get out of dance practice. yoongi has noticed the cold sholder that jimin has given him. 

The short boy just ignores him, he doesn't dare to spare a single glance at the older. This of course hurt yoongi, but he knows deep down he deserves it. Hani has been pleased with the zero interaction between the two. She purposely yells out yoongi's name whenever he picks her up from dance practice. 

"ooh yoongi! my love your here to pick me up what a great boyfriend you are." Hani exclaimed as she ran and jumped into yoongi's arms. Jimin just rolled his eyes mentally as he heard the over-dramatic girl. 

yoongi sighted and hugged her back. "hey baby it's nice to see you." yoongi said lamely, though hani ate that sarcasm up. even her classmates believed the bull shit, you could hear them whispering to each other 'aww get you a man like that 'oh yoongi Oppa is so sweet' and blah, blah, blah. 

over Hani's shoulder from where yoongi was hugging her, he could see taemin approaching jimin. He could see them talk and yoongi clenched his jaw as he saw taemin snake his arm across jimins small waist. Jimin was smiling and it really hurt the older boy to see him so happy without him. 

Hani dragged yoongi away from the beautiful scenery that it is to watch park jimin laugh and smile. 'he sure moved on fast..' yoongi thought to himself. 'it's good that he did, i prefer to be hurt by watching him be happy then to see him with that painful look he had that night.' yoongi thought to himself. 

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it's finally Friday afternoon and jimin is all done with his classes. These past days he's been super tired and just completely drained both physically and emotionally, very emotionally. Although he wasn't yet in love with yoongi, he had gotten his hopes up he hadn't connected with another person as he had done with yoongi. 

constantly having to be the second option to the people he cares about really hurts him, he is tired of it. All his life he's been the second option starting with his parents, his mom preferred dick and money, and his father preferred alcohol. the only person who ever saw him as a priority, as someone truly important and worthy was taemin. 

To see that the potential person who he saw himself with in the future, prefers to keep his reputation safe rather than risk it all for him was his last straw. No more he thought. 

without realizing jimin had begun to sob heavily, he was shaking and running out of breath. he clenches the bedsheets trying not to make a sound just in case tae or jungkook heard from the other side of the room. 

he heard a soft knock on the other side of his door. jimin took a deep breath and quickly cleaned his tears. 

"yes?" jimin said as he cleared his throat and drank some water from a random water bottle from his night stand. 

"jimin....it's me yoongi." 

i feel so bad for jimin :(