Ok so my first smut so if it's awful blame me hehe Ngl I'm putting a part two for when the reader gets pregnant because that shit has me wondering pretty often ———————————————————————— CW/TW: Size Kink, Virginity Loss, Oral (both receiving), Body Worship, Praise, unprotected sex, insecure reader, comfort from Matsun, Still in high school also Fem! Pronouns:)
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3rd POV: It was a sunny Saturday morning and you had thought nothing could go wrong with the day until you had looked in your body sized mirror. You had always felt insecure and ugly. Nights and days you would look into your mirrior you had wanted to cry. You didn't know how you boyfriend had put up with you. You had always wondered how he wasn't ashamed of you. You had fat on your thighs and a small bit of fat on your tummy. No matter how many times you were told you were beautiful it didn't seem honest and true. In your eyes you were ugly. Sometimes you go as far as to starve your self for a day or two hoping that it would make your thighs less thick and your belly and bit smaller so you would fit in with the pretty girls at school. As you had stood looking in your body length mirror you had zero clue of the tears flowing from your eye ducts of your (e/c) eyes. Matsukawa's POV: As me and the boys had gotten done with Saturday morning practice we had gotten our water bottles and towels and headed to the club room to change. I had heard a duo of girls throwing insults to Y/n although she wasn't there. 'Bleh I don't understand how Matsukawa- San stands that fat bitch ugh' one girl spats ' ugh I know right her thighs are so huge!' The other girl says. I couldn't believe them. Y/n is the most beautiful person in the existence of humans. As I get to the locker room I had gotten changed and and said my goodbyes to the team. I had called Y/n and she had picked up. Over the phone: M:Hey baby, how's it been? You: Oh it's been ok I guess, what about you? M: oh it's been great actually the team is getting better each practice. You: that's amazing keep up the awesome work! M: yeah thank you, sweets! Also gotta go You: ok baby just get home safe ok? M: yes ma'am Call ended After I had gotten off of the short phone call I went and bought flowers and snacks for my baby girl. I wanted to surprise Y/n because we have seen each other much lately. For the past few days she has seemed off so I'm hoping this surprise will make her happy again. Y/n POV: After I got off the phone with Matsun I had thrown the phone on the bed and continued to look in my body length mirror. All I see is stretch marks on my thighs and the fat on my thighs. After removing my focus from my thighs I look at my stomach and see little tiny bits of chub. I've always been short so I thought I would grow up short and chubby. As I continued to point out my insecurities I let my sadness and insecurities over take me. Matsun's POV: I was 2 minutes from Y/n's house and when I got there I whipped out my spare key and unlocked the door knowing that her parents aren't home. As I enter the house with the bags and flowers I hear sobbing. I had sat every thing down and rush to Y/n's room and open the door. I see Y/n pinching her thighs and belly a bit and crying. " how could he love me? I'm such a pig.. such a burden." After that sentence she has started to sob a bit more. I walked up to her and engulfed her into a warm, comforting, and welcoming hug. I love her so much and I love her because her personality. She's sweet and sensitive sometimes it makes me blush or it breaks my heart. "Baby, its ok now. I've got you honey. No need to cry ok beautiful?" I say trying to calm her. " Matsun? Why are you with me?" She asks. " there are more cuter and prettier girls out there so why me? Why am I your choice?" She asks again. " well baby you are my choice because your kind, funny, beautiful, thoughtful, and oh so lovable!" I say hugging her tighter than before. She giggled a bit. " I'm sorry Matsun.." she says " for what dear?" I ask confused " for being a bother." She says softly. I never thought of her as a bother and or burden. She is my everything and that means I need to love and care for her. " oh sweets you were never ever a burden or bother to me ok? I love you and so I'm going to treat you with all the love in the world because you are my world ok?" I say " o-ok" she says. As the moment of the two of us unfolds we bring each other in for a passionate kiss. As we continue to kiss and swap saliva things start to get the slightest bit heated and I pick her up and put her on her bed and I kiss her cheek, nose, forehead, chin, and finally her lips. I smile lightly and the sight of her blush. We then start a heated make out session once again and we start stripping each other. As I took Y/n's shirt off I look at her for consent before asking her verbally. "Y/n do you give me consent to make love to you?" I ask " yes sir Matsun." She says giving me consent. I continue to take her shirt off and then I go down the her shorts and take them off of her gently. After I get everything except her undergarments off she takes my shirt off slowly and then moved on to my pants removing them. She had laid down and I had taken her white bra off and as soon as I did she had covered her breasts. " Baby, I love you and I don't care what they look like." I say easing her " b-but they're small.." she says looking down(?) " it's ok I love you for you and all of this comes with it" I say pointing at her body. She smiled and looked back up at me and removed her hands from her chest. As I expected they were beautiful and just the right size. I took one of her perky buds into my mouth and sucked lightly on the bud. I had then taken my left hand and played with her other one. Breathy moans were flying out of her mouth. "Matsun please~ ahhh" as if I wasn't hard enough my cock had gotten ten times harder than it was before. I had then gotten off her breasts and traveled down. "Wait Matsun shouldn't I repay you?" Y/n had asked " no need darling it's ok" I say "no it wouldn't be fair let me do something please?" She said practically begging. "Ok dear" I say positioning myself at her bed frame, sitting against it. Without warning she had taken my tip and started sucking on it lightly. " ah baby girl not even 30 seconds in and your doing so well honey." I moan. She had then went down further on my 8.9 inch dick. As she had continued to take as much of me in as she could she had gaged a bit making me moan out in ecstasy. She was doing so good and I was so proud of her. She had sucked me off and deep throated me a few more times and before I knew it I was cumming in her mouth. "Ahhhghhh baby you did so well. I'm too proud baby girl." I say, going down to her pussy. I had licked a stripe trying to search for her clit, all the sudden a loud moan erupts from Y/n's mouth, 'found it' I think as I continue to eat her out. Her thighs tense and her pink walls clench releasing her hot transparent cum. " Matsun! Ugh you treat me so well ahhhhh" Y/n moans loudly. " before we get to the down and dirty part is there anything I should know?" I ask cautiously. " M-Matsun I'm a virgin..." she tells me quietly. " oh baby ok I'll try to be gentle." I say to her getting a nod back. I have her continue to lay in her current position and I push in a bit. I seen tears run down her soft pink dusted cheeks. "Matsun it hurt really bad" she says crying. " I know baby, I know.. The pain will leave soon ok?" I say comforting my sweet girl. "Ok" she manages out. She was so tight and wet. This moment of comfort and lust just felt right in the moment. I gave her butterfly kisses for her pain to stop and a few minute later she had given me the go ahead to start my thrusts. I had at first seen a bit of blood on my dick but then started my thrusting which was gentle and precise. She had then started spewing out curses of pleasure. I was grunting softly and I felt her clenching around my dick. "Matsun~ faster please"she begged " ok darling" I say, speeding up my pace. As I continued to grunt we had both came to our ends " Matsun~~ I'm cumming~ Ahhhhhhh~" Y/n says as her orgasm was released. Soon after her I felt myself on the verge of breaking "ugh baby your squeezing me so tight I can't even pull all the way out ugh." I say grunting and just then I had came. "Uh baby?" She asks " you- you came inside..." she said as the realization hit me. I possibly impregnated her just now. " oh my lord honey I'm so so sorry I didn't mean to I promise." I say tucking a stray piece of her hair out of her face. " baby I have an apartment if you are pregnant. If your parents kick you out I'm ok with just know I will be here every step of the way supporting you and our baby." I say calming her "ok I love you baby" says Y/n says drifting off to sleep. I have one question though. How did I get so damn lucky?
