Two Hearts One Love

Differant is good

Part 3

I cry and cry but nothing changes so maybe Landon is what I need right now, I mean he's nice, kind, and we can make our own inside jokes right? I'm going to Landon's at 7pm to hangout and get to know him (try to forget about Alex) I don't think it will be to hard as they are such opposites. I drove to Landon's and arrived right at 7, he was outside waiting for me by the door with flowers. When he gave them to me he kissed my head and grabbed my hand leading me inside. I honestly felt a spark, different though but nice. We played Mario kart for a while but he kept beating me then after I took a look around his room seeing all of his medals and trophies for baseball which I kinda thought was hot. He hugged me from behind while I was looking at pictures of him on the walls. He gives me butterflies when he hugs me like that but is it to soon to say that?... We have been going on dates regularly lately as we get to know each other more and more. One night I snuck into his room and we just cuddled as I put my fingers through his soft, silky, dirty blonde hair, as his dark eyes looked into mine. Yes it was different but i nice different he cares for me and makes me feel comfortable. I haven't really wanted to do a lot that me and Alex have done with Landon but today is the day. We are getting ice cream and we are going to go on a walk on the beach. Landon put his finger in my ice cream and put it on my nose and so I tried doing the same but he picked me up and spun me around running toward the water, I started laughing and yelling cause we had our clothes on. He didn't stop though and he dunked us under the clear blue water while I squeezed his shirt. He pulled me up and spun me into a kiss, our first kiss at the same spot?? I don't know how I feel about this is? it to soon? what if I fall for him? what about Alex? I felt all these mixed emotions turning in my stomach like butterflies but the feeling was worse. It felt like the ship for Alex just snapped, it's still above water but it's sinking slowly.