Painful Love- Ishqaan💔

PART 15

Ishqi's  POV :
I  stood there admiring the moon... Even if today was the last day of me living, I still felt content and happy.... I was happy as I got to meet avm for the last time... If I would have died before I met ahaan then I guess he would always see me as a traitor... My chains of thoughts were broken when I felt dadi's hand on my wrist.... I flinched...  Dadi didn't have her usual evil smirk on her face... But I could see a glint of guilt and sadness in her eyes..

Dadi- Ishqi, Maine aaj tak boht bure kaam kiye hai.. Lekin aaj mein kuch karna chahti hoon... Mein tujhe ek moka deti hoon... Tu yaha se humesha humesha ke liye chali ja.. Delhi chod de.. Kahi aur shift hoja... Tujhe nayi job dilane ki zimedari meri... Lekin meri ek shart hai...

What was wrong with dadi?? What was she telling? Would she set me free?? I thought she was going to kill me for once and all.. I looked at dadi shocked... She was sparing my life... She had asked me to leave delhi forever.. But on a condition???

" Aap kya bol..... Bolna.....
Mujhe kuch samaj.... Na... Nahi aaa raha... Dadi.... "
I looked at her in disbelief....
She continued, as she held my arms in hers.... I looked at her shocked...
"Ishqi, .. Mujhe pata hai... Maine aajtak bohot bure kaam kiye hai.... Main na toh ek acchi maa, na ek acchi saas naa ek acchi dadi aur na hi ek acchi dadi saas ban payi hu... Maine sab ke saath bura kitya hai.... Par aaj... Aaj main apni nazaron main gir gayi hu puttar.... Ishqi, Maine aaj tak jo bhi kiya hai na yeh samaj ke kiya hai ki main apni family ki bhalayi chahti thi... lekin yeh sab yeh soch ke karti thi ki main apne parivaar ke liye kuch accha kar rahi hoon.. par aaj.. Aaj mujhse ek boht badi galti ho gayi.. Ritu.. Ritu ko mein ...nahi... Tu bhag yaha se jitni dur ho skae bhaag ja.. Lekin agar meine tujhe ahaan ya delhi mein wapas kabhi bhi dekh liya, toh mein tujhe shayad pakka jaan se mar doon... Bhag ja....

I was having a rush of fellings inside me.. Sad, happy, shocked, and what not.. I have to make a choice today, either it is going to be my love, AVM Or my life... I didn't care much about my life, but AVM?, I love him.. Spending almost a year away from him, was as ic not enough.. God was taking my test.. He was seeing how really patient I can be Or how much I really loved Ahaan...

Dadi was not a bad person, no wait, she is a very very bad  person, but she did it all for her family.. Just like a mother can go to any extremes for her child, dadi had done it for her family.. First she kept savitri aunty hidden so that her son Veer's children do not think of veer as a monster.. She did not want veer's children to hate veer, because she loved veer, infinitly... She kept the dark secret about her son....

Then she tried infinite ways to keep me away from ahaan, because she didn't want her son's secrets to come out.. She knew that I knew all about savitri auntyji and her.. Once again her love for her son and grandson had blinded her and age was forced to do, what she didn't want to do.. She put me in the mental asylum so that her secret can't come to light...

Inside the witch durga devi is a mother, a grandmother and a mother in law.. Who loves her family immensely.. She had to hide her son's truth even if that meant she had to lie to everyone.. Keep savitri auntyji locked up in a mental asylum.. But every evil has a weakness and a soft spot.. Turns out ritu chachi was dadi's weakness.. She loved chachi as her own daughter and when chachi was hurt, dadi became remorseful.. She couldn't bear the burden of being the one to destroy everything.. Almost instantly she realised all her mistakes and set out to set them right..
But now everything was in my hands... Decisions I choose will decide everything...  What should I do??

Kartik's POV

I was waiting pacing back and forth...  It's been hours since i have been waiting for mom to gain consciousness.. Dadi is nowhere to be found... Ahaan bhai and Papa have gone to the tmeple to pray.. Riya is trying to console me, eventhough, she is unable to...

"Kartik, tumhe pata hai, kuch mahino pehle mein jab  hospital aayi thi na toh main labour main thi... i was in a lot of pain... mujhe toh yeh bhi doubt ho raha tha ki i won't be able to survive this... Without any support...No one to hold my hand...i think that was the toughest time of my life.... I was giving up, freaking out and worrying so bad....par then  after all that pain and struggle i gave birth to my beautiful baby... -------------- Her entire face lit up.......

I loved how she shared her past with me..... but right now i was confused and seriously i felt really worried for my mom....

" Par riya....tum yeh sab mujhe kyu bol rahi ho?"------------------------- I asked sincerely

She gave me a knowing smile.....  I forrowed my eyebrows at her.....

"kartik jab hame lagta hain ki hamne sab kuch kooh diya hai...when there is no hope left or you are in a situation where your hope is losing ....that is time when we actually learn how to fight.... the way we face our situations, deal with them and don't stop no matter what comes in our way, That is what makes us truly strong Going forward and facing every situation in life. "

Ishqi POV

Dadi was standing there and giving me  a second chance and i  don't know what to do......
This is the most confusing situation I had ever faced... But, I knew what was my answer is going to be, I smiled....
I knew how selfish it would be of me to decide the same.... But, I had  already decided it.....
I smiled at dadi knowingly...
"Dadi... Aap sachi main apne parivaar se bohot pyaar karti hai... Mujhe pata hai... Par main baag nahi sakti.. Avm se toh bilkul bhi nahi... Mujhe bhaagna hota toh  main kabka bhaag jati... Pata hai hum dono ne ek same to same galti ki hai... Aap apne parivaar se itna pyaar karti hai ki aap kisi ko bhi unke liye maar sakti hai, aur main avm se itna pyaar karti hoon ki main unke liye mar bhi sakti hoon.. Bas itna difference hai ki aap maar sakti hai aur main mar sakti.. Maine decide kar liya hai dadi... In fact mujhe sochne ki bhi zarrorat nahi hai...
Main bas ek cheez chahati hoon....
Marne se phele ek last baar avm se milna hai.... Door se bhi chalega.... Please dadi... Ek last baar... "
I said as tears made their way through my eyes.... I saw dadi smiling at me.. The same smile was plastered on her face... The one when we first met... That smile reminded me how I used to hate naam teen banda mean so much.... And now that i am a foolish girl in love i am ready to give my life for the sam banda.... Dadi engulfed me in a hug and i felt the same motherly love i felt for the first time when I met her..... She was my favorite person in malhotra mansion at that time...
I hugged her back and she started crying uncontrollably whispering apologies in my ears... And that time i knew that i had found my dadi back...
The one I loved and whom the entire family loves...

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