Sollux x reader (sadstuck/lyricstuck) The lonely

The lonely

WARNING
Descriptions of cutting and blood and most likely suicide. You are warned
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You wake up at two am. You stare at ceiling waiting for your sleepy brain to wake up. You try to remember what what happened last week. What made you so miserable? You remember now. And you instantly regret it.

Two A.M where do I begin?

You honestly did care about life anymore. In fact you didn't want to live anymore. You didn't want feel pain anymore, and there was only one thing to do. Tears rapidly slipped out of your eyes and down your cheeks.

Crying off my face again.

You get your dagger out from under your mattress. You will never be the same again. You would never be able to move on. It would be over soon. He was your only one. It even hurt just saying his name. He obviously didn't know how much pain you were going through right now. He probably didn't even care.

And silent sound of loneliness wants to follow me to bed.

And her. You didn't know what think of HER. You wished you were like her. She was more prettier, smarter, and popular then you. No wonder he went from you to her so quickly. You just never knew the troll that you trusted the most would freely shatter your heart in a matter of seconds.

I'm the ghost of a girl that want to be most.

You tear the sheering blade piercing through your skin, your fleash, tearing veins. Blood spilled freely down your arm as you continue to cut and your arm becoming numb. You didn't feel the pain anymore. Tears still slid down your face still as more memories were regained in your mind.

All three of us used to be friends. In elementary, we were a group, we would never leave each other. You also would ship them both, that was until, you noticed how much you trusted him and how safe you felt with him, how he'd make you happy, how he always made you smile. Shortly after you became morails. She on the other had didn't take it likely, and joined the popular group that would always bully us. Now that was just a lost memory in paradox space know.

I'm the shell of a girl that I used to know well.

More blood and tears danced across your skin as you move to a the other arm. Silence piercing the air for the exception of your soft whimpering.
Your phone starts playing the "I hate this ringtone" song. It was dave.

dancing slowly getting in a empty room.

"H-hello" you tried to hide the pain.
It obviously didn't work.
"Sup. what's wrong."
"Nothing."
"I doesn't sound like nothing."
"Im FINE."
"No your not. I'm coming over."
"Don't. Your to late."

Can the lonely take the place in you

You end the call.
He tried to call you back but you just declined it. You got on the group chat that jade John rose and dave would usually talk in.
"Bye"

I sing my self a quiet lullaby.

You typed your last words in the chat.
There was one thing left. You typed the same thing, but to sollux.
"Bye?" He responded back.
"(F/n)?"
"(F/N)!!?"
"DAMMIIT."

let you go to let the lonely in.

To take my heart again.

You through your phone on your bed.
You have a better idea. You get up and go to the closet. You could hear the span of chatting on your phone. You grab the gun you have been keeping to fight off intruders. Looks like it'll be used for something else though.

Too afraid to go inside.

You began to shiver as you loaded it.
You won't see anyone you knew ever again for almost eternity.

For the pain of one more loveless night.

But no one cares about you. No matter how much they try to show it you still see your self as useless.

But the loneliness will stay with me and hold me till I fall asleep.

Then you hear rapid banging at the door. You had locked it though. You hear sollux's voice at the door
" (F/N) LET ME IIN!! "

I'm the ghost of a girl that I want to be most.

"FIINE. IIF IT2 GUNNA BE THE HARD WAY." He yells at the door before starting to kick it down.

I'm the shell of a girl that I used to know well.

You hold the gun to your head. And the door falls to the ground revealing the one that caused you all this pain.
"Your too late."

dancing slowly in a empty room.

More tears slid down. "Bye, sollux" you take the pain of saying his name one more time."NO (F/N)!" He started running towards you.

Can the lonely take this place in you.

You pull the trigger releasing a lead hard bullet piercing through your head. Your vision blurred and the last thing you heard was "I love you (f/n)" and you fell into black dizziness.

I sing my self a quiet lullaby.

Let you go and let the lonely in.

To take my heart again.

He held you in his arms and tears slid down his face as dave, jade, john, and rose arrived. Their eyes in shock. Seeing their happy friend about two weeks ago and dead today.

Broken
Pieces
Of

A barely
Breathing
Story

Her life flashed through her eyes.
Where there was love and hope. We're she was happy.

We're
There
Once
Was
love.

Then it changed to were she was alone forgotten and miserable.

Now
There's
Only
Me.

And
The lonely

"ITS ALL YOUR FALT SOLLUX!!" Dave yelled. "THIS PROBABLY WOULDN'T OF HAPPENED IF YOU DIDNT HURT HER." He didn't reply.

Dancing slowly in an empty room.

Can the lonely take the place in you.

John and jade fell to the ground weeping reassuring that you were in a better place now. While Dave continued to yell at sollux. Rose had call the police. And the sirens could be heard outside.

I sing my self a quiet lullaby.

And let you go to let the lonely in.

To take my heart again.

THE END~~~~
Hoped you liked my very first readers and sad stuck/lyric stuck
The song is the lonely by Christina perri.
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