Dear journal,
I have nothing to write like usual. Haha. That wasn't really funny but anyways. Today in class it was really difficult because I haven't sleep well lately which isn't good but like what am I suppose to do. I don't know. I'm sitting at the coffee shop at this moment. I'm trying to finish my school work but like I said it's hard to focus because I haven't slept maybe I can take a couple days off and sleep. i wish. my life is a continuous circle. I hate it some people can deal with it. But I cant. I want excitement and amazement and I want to have fun I want to be healthy I want to be happy...happy. I would love to be happy. I should be happy because I'm in college learning to be a nurse like I wanted..but I need at break I need to leave. I've been in this city for years and I haven't left I've been stuck in the state of New York for 21 years. I've never left for spring break because I've never had enough money to go but if I keep working at the local seven eleven maybe in another 6 years I can spend a day in Florida. That would be nice to spend a month with straight sunshine. It's depressing here always. when I have a husband that's if my mind and heart will ever let me we will spend most of our time on the road and if I have a kid with this mystery future dream husband we will move to a sunny and happy place and live there forever. thats a happy thought. I need to snap out of my daydreams and focus on my work. till next time I write in this wonderful journal. goodbye.
YOU ARE READING
That one day.
FanficAspen a girl born and raised in New York City. She was a student going to school to be a nurse. She always wrote down something in her diary just in case one day something happened. She was never one good with love but maybe one day that will change.
