A brats Territory

46.

Namari pov
*two weeks later*
Ok guys so it has been to weeks and all I can do is think about Mr.lovely and it's to the point I can't even have sex with my partners I avoid eye contact with mrs.lovely and I just don't know I don't wanna be in a relationship with him but I just have a sexual urge towards him im starting to think that whole situation was a bad idea but anyways right now I'm at home on FaceTime with Rayzon and Quay telling them everything "well mari don't you think you should just tell them" Rayzon said with a confused look "I could but I don't want them to get mad or to punish me I really like them and I want to be with them it's just a little urge I think I can get over" "but mari you said you have been avoiding sex with them for 2 weeks now they are gonna start to notice something is wrong just tell them and get it over with you know you don't do good with lying" they are not wrong it's just not in my nature to lie "y'all I just don't know I'm going to hit y'all back later I'm about to go shower and get something to eat" "ight bet make sure you handle that shit before it start eating yo little ass up you heard" "yeah I got y'all see you" *call ended* ok I might just sit them down and tell them but I'm super fucking scared what if they take it out of proportion or try to break up with me for wanting to have sex with another man uhhh I just don't know I'll think about this in the shower so I got up I'm currently upstairs because they gave me a little escape room so I could do my hair and talk to my friends and just have some me time but I started making my way down the stairs to our room and walked right into the closet for some close not paying attention to anything but as I was bent over in the closet my hips were grabbed and it scared the shit outta me "ahhh what the hell"  kymarli stepped back a chuckled "my bad baby" after my hurt started beating back in my chest I said "it's ok what did you need" he walked closer up on me and grabbed a handful of my ass and said "you I already asked daddy and he told us to have at it so wassam" I looked up at his sexy shirtless body and was immediately turned on but it was still a thought in the back of my head about mr.lovely so I just said "ky im not in the mood right now maybe later" after I said that kymarli stepped back from me visibly upset and said "you keep saying maybe later you have been saying it for the last two weeks is it something wrong with me so I smell bad like what's going on with you" ahhh my goodness this is what I didn't want to happen "no you smell perfectly fine kymarli" "THEN WHAT IS IT im not forcing you to have sex or anything but it's been two weeks and not even a month again you were flipping the fuck out about us not touching you what changed" I was about to say something when we heard hella foot steps on the way to the room "what the hell is going on in here why is you yelling" kymarli looked down at me then up to our doms then said "nothing it's ight I just got a little upset" "upset at what ky you just don't scream for nothing" everthing keeps getting worse and worse now kymarli is about to get in trouble so while everybody was talking at once and trying to get answers outta him I quickly yelled "IVE BEEN THINK ABOUT CHEATING THAT WHY I HAVEN'T HAD SEX WITH YALL" after I finished my sentence everybody looked at me crazy "what do you mean you were thinking about cheating" Soriah said looking at me like I just shot everybody in the room I let out a shallow breath and sat on the bed and everybody looked at me "after we did that stuff with mr.&mrs lovely I found myself being really attracted to mr.lovely not in a relationship way more in a sexual way and I didn't wanna have sex with y'all to avoid doing or saying something stupid during" everybody went quietly and just looked at me for a second until Akai said "baby it's ok that you had those thoughts we put you in that situation so if you have any thoughts about it that's normal as long as you didn't do It though and you told us everything is ok don't ever hold anything back from us or feel like we are going to be upset with you about something like that" "but I wanted to have with another man isn't that cheating" "did you actually do it or would you do it with out our knowledge" I looked him him crazy and said "hell nah ooops I mean no I wanna be with y'all" "then you shouldn't be scared to tell us if you didn't do it or your gonna do it in the future" I guess I wasn't upset at myself that much anymore but I still felt some type of way for making kymarli upset "you know what let's try something what do you like about that nigga that make you wanna fuck him so much" I looked at Ajani crazy at first but then we sat there for a few seconds while he genuinely waited for my answer "well I liked the way he was so ruff with her and the way he fucked her and degraded her" "so you think we can't do that to you baby" I started to mentally panic he asked me for a answer the tried to switch it around "no it's just a Fantasy" "ok let us see if we can make your fantasy come true then" this should be good