the lesser d'amelio.

chapher 2

present I am accompanying mike to his last chemotherapies to see how his stomach cancer is doing now the hospital has become his house I spend most of my time with him I take care of him with his mother and sister his father spends his time working he wants to forget that my mikkie has cancer yesterday we were informed that mike has a maximum of 2 months to live i am scared of losing my best friend my brother.

i was helping dixie and i was thinking what would happen if mike died all our lives we have been meissa and mike i can't imagine her without him i don't know what i would do without him i was so deep in thought that i didn't realize dixie was talking to me
-I'm dating someone
-what?
-his name is noah beck he is very handsome and kind he will like you Say what are you talking about?
-I have a boyfriend
-BOYFRIEND oh congratulations he said -thank you mei
-mei is fine -I'm just tired -ok go to sleep I'm still alone -ok bye dixie -goodbye little sister

after talking to dixie i went to my room and slept all afternoon until the next day

I went to the hospital the morning is very cold and as usual I have a coffee while I look for mike's room and when I open the door he is with tyler
-hello? and what are you doing here
-oh tyler is here because he sold me drugs
-yes he called me and said they would help him relax
-And what did you bring him? you can right mike i don't want you to hurt yourself with some shit of that stuff mike
-they won't do anything to me, don't worry, you can go, tyler
-ok anything call
-yes -whispering- idiot
-hey don't treat him like that
-ohhh little mikkie fell in love

charli I created a tik tok account and I have 58 million followers I told her no but she insisted that I should live a little longer there I met my now best friend adisson rae .
I was super nervous they were doing my makeup because we're going to the mtv awards because charli was named the best celebrity on a platform or something

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fter accompanying charli i was in my room crying all my nights have passed since mike told me about his cancer also the hate that comes to me on networks just for being charli's sister in fact they criticize me so much that i'm not so active now on tik tok or instagram I prefer to stay away and help mike in whatever way I can. a month ago she showed me anxiety because of problems i've had with dad and at school, dad says "meissa is like charli and dixie" he compares me to her all the time i don't know who to tell my problems to my parents now everything is dixie and charli but where am i left meissa your daughter i want to take off for a while so i'll call tyler
-Hello Tyler -meissa? What do you want -drugs
-I thought you didn't like this "shit"
-i know what i said tyler but i need them
-ok what do you want I have marijuana, cocaine, heroin and extacis plus a little tussi
-what is tussi?
-it's like cocaine but with colors
-ok give me 8 grams of marijuana and a little cocaine
-good princess where I have to go to leave?
-in the park ******
-ok I'll wait for you at 8:00 pm
-well goodbye
-bye Beautiful

Meissa, where are you going?
-to buy some sweets at the supermarket -at 8 pm
-charli will go to 24 hours
-ok you bring me something better that if I accompany you?
-Charli looks at me confused-
-I'm not saying it's cold, besides, Chase is coming, you don't want me to wait for you alone
-You're right, you bring me sour sweets, you know which ones
-OK Bye
-bye little sister i get to the park and i see a red car where tyler beckons me and i get in the car
-hello you have it
-if it would be 24.61
-ok take
-thank you for preferring tyler
-hahaha don't tell anyone you understood
-Yes pretty
-Yes, how do you say goodbye? -goodbye

I came back home and saw charli looking at me
-mei where are my sweets
-oh your sweets hadn't
-ok what do you bring there
-pointing to the bag-
-oh this us nothing
-I want to see let me see meissa
-pushes her-
-no charli are my things mom arrives -what's up girls
-meissa pushed me for wanting to see what she brings
-because they are my things charli -charli leaves your sister and goes with chase
-okay, Mom
-I am going to my room
-daughter, you're fine, I notice you strange
-I'm fine mom I got to my room and consumed a bit of cocaine by running it through my nose. It burned a little but afterwards I felt good. I was relaxed. I was scared when they knocked on the door of my room.
-mei I'm dixie can I pass
-There's no, what am I going to do? I was thinking and I took a piece of gum to avoid seeing myself drugged-
-Yes, what's up dixie?
-Mom told me to go down to dinner -Ok, I'm going At dinner I was so lost and I laughed at everything
-yes mom and then everything with but chase everything went back to doing everything as it was before I'm happy with him I thought I didn't like him but I think I was always in love
-hahahaha
-everyone looks at me strangely- "What are you laughing at meissa" dad said -oh this nothing
-well I want to say that I'm very good with noah
-and you mei how are you?
-with what
-with love some lucky
-Of course not love is not for me When will the day be when you get over Will and start living again?
-when will be the day that your charli stop getting into my life eh?
"Meissa, don't talk to Charli like that," Dad said.
-she has no right to talk about will any of you and if I want not to fall in love NEVER AGAIN IS MY FUCKING PROBLEM!!

after that fight i went to the bathroom since one day at school they called me fat i vomited my food and that's what i'm doing