Will you be mine, dude?

Conflicting emotions

Narrator

The following days, Kyle devoted most of his free time to thinking of a way to tell his SBF about his feelings for Tucker.

"Hey Stan... you know I have this friend - NOT ME OF COURSE - who is kind of attracted to a guy that his best friend hates and.....

No, that's a fucking bit too obvious" He thought.

"Hey Stan, lovely morning isn't it? You know what else is lovely? Loving people regardless of their gender and sexuality.....

No, that's way too corny".

The ginger kept on thinking of Several different ideas that came to his mind, one worse than the previous.

After some days thinking of the right words, he finally decided it was time to confess. Luckily for him, Stan had been in a good mood the whole week. He had followed Kyle's advice on showing Wendy that he was better off without her, taking the bus every morning as he used to, and showing signs of apparent improvement after the heartbreak.This gave Kyle the confidence he needed to tell his SBF the truth.

Kyle's POV

"It's Friday, at last" I thought to myself as I turned the alarm off.

Don't get me wrong, I'm not happy because it's freaking Friday...Indeed I couldn't even sleep at all because today I will tell Stan my secret. I spent all my night faking scenarios in my mind while turning restlessly on my bed non-stop. I am fucking scared of what his reaction will be. Will he be pissed? Perhaps he will be disgusted with me being gay... -OH WAIT what if he has an outburst of rage and beats me to death?.

Anyway, let's get this day started.

At the bus stop.

"'Sup Ky!" Stan waved happily at me. "Jeez man, you look a mess. Nightmares?"

"Not exactly..." was all I said.

"Had a busy night?" He asked with a lusty expression while doing a 'jerk off' motion with his hand. He laughed.

"You asshole!" I said and pushed him softly. I let out a small chuckle. "Well, you see... I wanted to talk to you about s-something really important...for me" The struggle is real.

Stan's face turned serious after hearing that. He must've thought it was dreadful news by the way I said it, so he just stood there giving a nod and waiting for me to continue.

"I..." I started.

"Well well well, if it isn't Stan and his homo boyfriend Kahl" Cartman said as he arrived at the bus stop with Kenny.

"DAMN YOU FATASS!" I turned and shouted at him.

"Your dad's a homo fatass! Oh wait, you ain't got a dad" Said Stan.

"Woooooooooh... dude you really went there" Kenny laughed.

Cartman didn't shut up and started shouting shit at Stan. They kept their little fight going until the bus arrived.

"Sorry about that Ky, what was that you wanted to tell me about?" He asked me once we were in our usual seats.

"Nevermind, just forget it..." I answered a bit disappointed.

Kenny looked at me kind of asking me "were you about to tell him?". I nodded and turned my face the other way.

When we got to school, I noticed Craig was standing outside waiting for his friends. Lately he had been arriving pretty early to school because no longer took the bus. Now he drives his family's car: a cool Mazda 3. I just wondered... didn't he need supervision while driving? I mean, he has his driver's license (he posted it on his instagram), but why didn't his parents just drop him off? Don't they need the car to go to work?. Well, my thoughts can be stupid from time to time.