HER INSECURITIES ~

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It had been a few days to that night incident. Haseena felt Karishma had started distancing herself from her in these past few days. She thought Karishma didn't love her anymore. Because she was not able to give her what she wanted. She was not able to fulfill her desires.  This distance was killing Haseena to the core. In these days not even single time Karishma had came to her or hugged her like before or asked her for a kiss. Although there was no bitterness in there relation. They used to talk normally but less. Haseena very badly wanted to go to her and hug her and cry her heart out but she was somewhat scared that Karishma might tell her that she don't love her anymore and ask her for a breakup. She kept herself back everytime. In the night she wanted Karishma to be with her hold her in her embrace and sleep peacefully but there was nothing like that. Karishma used to be in her room or in the office. There interactions were less and many insecurities had started engulfing Haseena.

On the other hand Karishma was trying to maintain a distance from Haseena because she didn't want to make her feel uncomfortable . She knew when she will be near her she will feel uncomfortable. Moreover she was trying to avoid her because she very well knew that if she will be near her she will lose her control and this thing will make Haseena more uncomfortable. For her good she was trying to avoid her but Haseena was taking it the other way.

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One fine day

Priya, David Rogers daughter who was apparently karishma's fake girlfriend had called her to a club to catch up Karishma thought that it is the best chance to get the information from her so she said a yes to her.

Karishma was sitting at the bar counter talking to Priya as they were taking drinks and karishma was doing this on purpose to get some updates from her.

Haseena on the other hand , reached the same club for the investigation of a case. She saw Karishma sitting at the bar talking to a girl , she couldn't she the girl's face as her back was facing her.

"Are yeh to krishu h" she thought to herself surprisingly as she knew Karishma doesn't like those places and tried calling her name a few times but due to the loud music Karishma was not able to listen to her. "Yeh ladki kaun h" she again thought. This time she dialled karishma's number. She saw her taking out her phone and then snoozing it noticing her name while she was busy smiling and talking to the girl infront of her. This made Haseena hurt . As she was about to approach her when she saw the girl bending a little and leaning towards Karishma as she suddenly pulled her for a kiss. This was enough for Haseena as  she thought her insecurities and worries of  the past few days of Karishma going away from her  had come true , tears started flowing from her eyes and she immediately left the place.  

Karishma immediately pushed Priya away as it was unexpected and shocking for her also she only loved Haseena. After taking the required information from her , Karishma droped her home safely as she was drunk and she also went home.

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Karishma reached home around mid night. She unlocked it with her key and entered. She changed into tees and trousers and before going to sleep she thought to check on Haseena once if she was ok or not. She moved towards her room and slightly peeped inside.

The scene infront of her made her heart wrench. She saw Haseena sitting on the bed and tears falling from her eyes.
She had not even changed. She was just sitting with an expressionless face and tears flowing continuously.

"Haseena kya hua" she immediately rushed to her and cupped her face and asked with a worried expression.

"Ek baat batayange hume krishu" Haseena held her hands while still on her face and asked in a broken voice. Karishma just nodded. "Aap humare sath khush nahi h na" Haseena said with brim eyes. "Hume aapko khush nahi rakh pate h na" she continued without giving Karishma any chance to speak. "Aapko jo chahiye hum aapko nahi dete h na , is liye ab aap humse pyaar nahi kerte n" Haseena put forth her insecurities.

"Aisa nahi h sweetheart, hum sirf aapse pyaar karte h, hua kya h" Karishma asked in a soft tone while wiping her tears with her thumb. "Jhooth , agar aap humse pyaar kerte to us ladki ko kiss nahi kerte aaj club main" Haseena said raising her voice as she pushed Karishma a little.
Karishma was stunned by her confession, how come she know about that?

"Aap kya chahte h krishu? Hum kya kare ,kyu cheat ker rahe h hume?" Haseena asked helplessly as she started crying. "Na..nahi..aisa"Karishma was interrupted by Haseena. "Aaiye, aap jo chahte h ker lijiye humare sath , hum apko bilkul nahi rokange. Hum kuch nahi kahange , aaiye" Haseena said as she started opening her own shirt buttons while crying hysterically. "Nahi..nahi" Karishma said as  tears formed in her eyes and she removed her hands and hugged her tightly. In the beginning Haseena resisted her but finally she broke down and hugged her more tightly and started crying. "Hume chod ker mat jaiyega krishu, hum jee nahi payange aapke bina , hum khud ko aur niche nahi gira sakte. " Haseena said between hiccups still pulling Karishma possessively . Each word of her felt like piercing a dagger in karishma's heart. She was really very guilty .

"Humari taraf dekhiye, humari aankho main dekhiye Haseena. Hum sirf aapse pyaar kerte h aur aapko yeh sab kerne ki koi zarurat nahi h . Humara pyaar aapke liye kabhi nahi badlega. Aur vo ladki humari client thi. Issi ne hume waha bulaya tha aur hum sirf deal kerne gye the . Aur usne hume kiss kerne ki koshish ki per humne usse dhakka de diya tha, hum kabhi aapko cheat nahi karange Haseena believe me." Karishma said cupping her face looking directly into her eyes. Haseena could see pure love in her eyes.

"Pakka na" Haseena asked innocently and Karishma just nodded. Haseena hugged her tightly again taking a relief breath. Karishma too reprocated the hug. "I am sorry" both said in unison and chuckled at themselves between the tears.

Finally Haseena's INSECURITIES were cleared after karishma's confession and the pure love she saw in her eyes.


































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