BTS Littlespace

3. Jin's little POV

JIN's POV

           HI!!!!! Im jin. You can also call me as jinne🥺💜 My life is not that much intersting bcz everyone find me weird and cold hearted. Bcz Im an introvert person. I never speak that much As other students. Maybe thats why. The reason i dnt wanna talk too much is Im hiding my trueself from everyone. "The biggest secret of my life that im a little. People always find it weird to be a little and really really rude to me. Even my own parents hate the fact that im a little. And yes once they decided to throw me out of the house too  but im rly thankful for them since they managed to change their minds but they never accept me either. So i hv to keep myself safe with out getting into any trouble. When im in my littlespace mind, i love cuddles which i dnt get the most. but i love it the most. Its my fate i understand.😪I love to hv a nice caregiver as other littles and be happy but i dnt think i can get one.  I can be really possesive over smone i like. So speaking of namjoonie he is the only one who always support me whenever i need. Not like others. He's rly kind and nice to me.  Since he treat me like a real friend i always want to be with him. almost everytime. I know this is bad but i even try to break the friendship bond between joonie and jiminie. I told u im rly possesive over people i like!!! Thats bad i know but this cruel society made me do those stuff. And i think i hv a crush on namjoonie too. I want him to be my caregiver too🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺I will always love him for real. Whenever he is with jimin i feel rly jealous so thats why i do everything to keep them apart. But im just scared joonie will leave me too after knowing who i am. I hope that will not happen. I seriously thought this year will be just like other year without friends. But yeah i feel like its not cz i hv my joonie with me now🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
Do you think he will accept me if he finds out that im a little? 🥺🥺🥺