Painless Pain

It's the World who let me see the paradise, yet
it was the Word who let me feels home.

People see, judge, and mock.

And I was afraid to caught attention.

I was afraid to come out from home, because it was the fantasy who became my dream and it was the reality who became my nightmare.

It was who I am, a girl who live just for fantasy and build a world where only I, could enter. No outsiders, no intruders, just only me. Me, myself, and my imagination.

I can see from afar, a happy family I've always dream on. Sana ganun din kami kasaya.

I can see from the book, the things I wanted for my life. Sana ganun din ang lovestory ko.

I can see from the world, the difference between them. A fantasy that will never exist, and a reality that will forever make me suffer.

It was the Painless Pain I've always felt. Everyday, every night, it was I myself, my own enemy, my own fear, my own destruction, who made me live in my own imaginary world.

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