Am I Manly?

Chapter 18

eijirou's pov
im sorry miko but there is no one in this room by that name and you very well know that, why did you want me here i never wanted to see your face again. i told her.
oh kiko dear i have no idea why you would want that i did an amazing job raising you i helped you stay fit i made sure you always ate balanced meals i made sure you had clothes and you got to school everyday. she said. though i could tell she was just trying to be manipulative.
um no miko you did none of that you were a horrible mother, you abused me daily for eating anything that wasnt a plain salad you litterally beat me cause i was eating an apple with peanut butter one day you found 2 halves of protein bars in my backpack which you had no reason to be going through and you beat me till i passed out you gave me an eating disorder YOU MADE ME TERRIFIED TO ACCEPT ANY KIND OF TOUCH PRAISE EVEN FROM MY OWN BOYFRIENDS  DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW HARD IT IS TO BE HAVING FLASHBACKS AND PANIC ATTACKS ABOUT YOU AND MY BOYFRIENDS CANT EVEN TOUCH ME TO HELP ME CAUSE IM SCARED ITS YOU. AND IM NOT KIKO STOP CALLING ME THAT I HAVE NEVER BEEN KIKO. i yelled at her the fear of being in here and the stress of being near her is starting to over whelm me.
i saw her eyes get low and she had a smirk on her face the look that i feared and right now i really hope some part of her is chained.
now where in the hell do you think you can get away with talking to your mother like that she said as she slowly stood up, i was quickly pulled back and my dad held me to his side.
you are not going to be threating my son like that in any fucking way do you understand he has done nothing wrong to you and you have done everything wrong to him you sit your ass back down my dad said sternly.
your son thats my daughter where do you get the nerve to say that my daughter is your "son" she said with a laugh.
well since i legally adopted him and my husband and i have been helping him with his recovery. dad said.
well i should have known she is looking a lot fatter then when she was with me. she said with a snicker.
i suddenly got so self consious and i looked over at izuku. im not fat am i? i asked in a whisper as i crossed my arms over my stomach.
he pulled me close to him and he kissed my head.
no baby your not your still underweight according to your doctors dont listen to her shes just trying to break you down,just look at me ei look at me and breathe, he said as he placed one hand on the side of my face and wiped the loose tears away, he guided me down and he kissed me softly to calm me down, we can talk more about this when we go back okay just dont think about it right now oaky, he said to me softly.
at least you found a nice boy to settle down with not that villainous blonde you had at the house, she said.
i turned back to my dad, i cant do it we have to leave im sorry i tried but i cant, i cant, i said as i wiped the tears from my face as he nodded, its okay ei you two go out to the others, and ill be right out, he said.
izuku grabbed my hand and put his other hand on my back and guided us out. as soon as we were out of the door katsuki grabbed me and pulled me into him and held my head to his chest, and i just started sobbing as i clutched to his shirt and my legs gave out and we both fell to the floor, hey its okay baby, im right here he said to me softly as he hugged me as tight as he could with out hurting my wounds.
about 45 minutes later the door opened again and dad walked out and he kneeled down and he placed a gentle hand on my back.
hey im sorry we had to do this but it had to be done because you came and talked to her they got all the infomation they needed we can go now, he said.
i tried to get up my legs turned to jelly, katsuki picked me up and carried me on his back and took me back out to the car and we all got in and we went back to the dorms, my legs were feeling better after sitting for a while.
i got out of the car and i went inside and i ran up to my room and i shut and locked my door and i climbed into my bed under the covers and gozu came over and he curled up face to face with me as he gave me small little kisses to my cheek licking away the tears that stained my face. i just laid there with my buddy trying to calm down but all i could think about was what she said, am i really getting fat? have i really put on too much weight? i thought to myself. i pulled my covers over my shoulder and i turned over to face the wall.
i cried myself to sleep and when i woke up i saw a piece of paper on the floor by my door i picked it up and i read it. hey i know what she said earlier really hurt you  but we need to make sure your okay and that your eating something if you just want to left alone for a while just write back and put it back under the door but we are worried about we we are both so sorry for not telling you and pushing you to go through with it its our fault- dad
i went to my desk and i tore out a piece of paper and i wrote "im fine" on it and i slipped it back under the door and i went to the bathroom i washed my face and i took my shirt off and took off my tape and i put my hoodie on and i went back out and i scooped gozu some food into his bowl and i topped off his water and i climbed back into my bed as i eyed the small mini fridge in the corner. i ignored it as i grabbed my phone and i scrolled through twitter and all i saw was news outlets asking questions about the hero in trainings from the raid and a lot of them asking about my chest plate that was left behind at the scene that the officers carried out of the ruble.
i ignored all the knocking on my door for hours till i saw the time on my phone hit 9pm and i heard a key in my door knob and i saw it twisting. i quickly put my phone down onto my nightstand and i roll onto my side facing the wall and i closed my eyes pretending to sleep.
eijrou i know your not really asleep but i just wanted to make sure you ate something or drank one of the shakes from the fridge? i heard my dad ask.
i didnt say anything or move. i felt a weight on my bed dipping down.
eijirou i know your mad at me, i know i should have told you what was happening before we ever left here so you could prepare yourself for that, im so sorry that it happened the way it did we didnt mean to upset you the way you did we really dont want to see you going backwards in your recovery because of what she said, you have a weigh in appointment tomorrow, this should be the final weigh in before we get the all clear for your top surgery, i understand if you feel like you cant talk to me right now but your appointment is at 8:30 be downstairs by 7:45 please. he said.
he got up and i heard something being sat down on my nightstand and he walked out .
i rolled over and i saw the red shake sitting next to my phone. i grabbed it and i drank about a quarter of it before i put it down and i plugged my phone into the charger and i actually feel asleep.
i woke up and saw it was 7:30 i got up and i got dressed into just pulled on my T tape, a pair of boxers, a tee shirt and some shorts as well as a hoodie islid my feet into my crocs and i grabbed my keys and i went down stairs and i grabbed a water and a single piece of toast and i put a little bit of strawberry jam on it and i sat on the couch and i heard the elevator ding and i heard my dads voices talking. they came over and i got up and we walked out i got in the back of the car and we drove off in silence till we got to my doctors office, we got checked in and we sat down in the waiting area for  a while till my name was called.
i got up and dad followed me back to the room. allright just go ahead and get undressed and step on the scale, the nurse said.
i nodded and i took off my hoodie, my shirt, and my shorts and i stepped backwards onto the scale and she watched the screen and she nodded.
go ahead and get dressed and ill go get the doctor to come talk to you guys, the nurse said.
i nodded and i pulled my shorts back on then my shirt and i hopped up onto the bed and i scrolled through my phone and a little bit later there was a knock on the door and it cracked open and my doctor walked in. so i have amazing news, you are actually now 3 pounds over the requirement i set for you last time, so we can schedule your surgery for the next closest date. he said.
i gave him a smile and i nodded. thank you i said softly. he nodded and he instructed us out.
igot up and i grabbed my hoodie and i walked out and dad and popa followed behind me as we went to the front desk and the reseptionist pulled out a calander the surgon we want to set you up with has 6 openings coming soon the closest one is in 2 weeks and the farthest one is 6 months out these are the dates, she said as she flipped the pages. i looked back at dad.
two weeks from now is perfect, dad said.
i nodded and she gave me a smile and typed some stuff into the computer. remember no eating at least 8 hours before the surgery and only clear liquids in that time water, apple juice, and broths. she said i nodded, i understand i said.
we walked out and we got in the car and we headed back to the dorms.
go ahead and get changed and we can head to school. papa said. i nodded and i went inside and up to my room and i got changed into my uniform.
and i grabbed my bookbag and i went back down stairs and i got back in the car and we went to school.
we went to our classroom and i went in and i ignored all the stares and i went and i sat down at my desk and i pulled out my notebook and dad dismissed hound dog and he started his lectures.
the day went by uneventful and we were in the final class of the day now, and we were finished with all our work so we had free time. i was sitting there with my knees up to my chest, and i just scrolled through my phone silently.
izuku and katsuki both came over and they stood in front of me, to the back ei. katsuki said.
i just nodded and i got up and we went to the back of the room and we sat down.
ei what is going on i know yesterday was horribly stressful for you but you cant keep avoiding everyone we havent heard you speak since yesterday. izuku said if you want some time to yourself to be able to proccess everything that happened thats fine but talk to us about it so we can understand whats going on, but if you want to have like quiet time with us we can just cuddle in quiet if thats what you need, but we dont want you pushing us away. katsuki said.
im- im sorry i didnt mean to push you guys away, i said softly.
katsuki pulled me close to him and he hugged me and i rested my head on him, baby you dont need to be sorry we have about 10 minutes left of class then we can go back to the dorms and we can cuddle, kat said as he rubbed my head softly.
i nodded as we just sat in the back of the room together just enjoying the others company till the bell rang we got up and we grabbed our bags and we walked back to the dorms and we went to katsuki's room, izuku and i both changed into some of his clothes i sat on the bed and katsuki came over and he put both his hands on the side of my face and he leaned down and he kissed me sweetly, slowly turning it into more passionate, i moaned a bit when i felt izuku behind me and he started to place kisses on the left side of my neck katsuki moved down and i leaned my head back to give them more access as they were both now attacking my neck.
ahhh god, i moaned. as they both left about 4 hickeys on each side of my neck. fuck feels good i moaned as katsuki licked one of the hickeys.
ohh you like it huh? he asked as he pushed izuku out from behind me and he pushed me back onto the bed.