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I will put trigger warnings at the beginning but if I miss some I am sorry and if I need to add another please tell me. Also for the sake of this story Ranboo was revived and the bench trio are younger.
Tw: self harm, suicidal thoughts, susicide attempt, possesive beedou, druging, and meations on ways of death( SH MIGHT BE DESCRIBED IN DEATAIL)
Tommy, Tubbo, and Ranboo had all been informed of the challenge that happened when they turned 15 years old. Tubbo and Ranboo were a year older than Tommy and had already gone through that challenge, Tommy was turning 15 tomorrow. The challenges could range anywhere to don't talk or you die or don't breathe or you die( you would die anyway if you got that one :[ ).
Tommy had no idea that his friends were going to visit him tomorrow to see his challenge and help him through it.
(Tw: Self harm in detail, if you are uncomfortable with it please skip this)
Tommy stared at the red lines that had dried on his arm, his mind screamed at him 'no one likes you' wrong 'you're pathetic can't go further than that' Tommy's not pathetic 'more blood'. Tommy was getting a headache at this point so without thinking he grabbed a nearby blade. Tommy rolled up his sleeves and started to cut, Tommy watched as the red crimson liquid seeped from the cut in his pale skin. He felt relief flood his body as he completed the voices demand, but if they weren't voices were they it was just Tommy'd thoughts right. Many lines were cut that night many droplets of blood soaked into his dirt floor.
Tommy bandaged his arms and headed to bed not realizing his hunger. Tommy woke up, it was his 15th birthday, and he would be spending it alone. He didn't have a family having been born in a lab, and the people who he had considered family before like Phil, Techno, and Wilbur had made it clear they didn't really enjoy being around him, plus Tommy remimbered in the past that Tubbo had said he was usually self centered on his birthday. So Tommy was spending it alone, Tommy would get his task at 10 anyway that would keep him busy. Tommy thought about it for a bit, why should he even try to complete the task he could just die. 'not like anyone would care' would they care 'it's not like they have so far why now?' maybe the voice was right about this ' just give up it's not like you could complete it anyway'. The voice continued and then the challenge popped up and it read "DON'T JUMP OR YOU WILL DIE" Without a second thought Tommy jumped. ERROR! New challenge read "DON'T SMILE OR DIE" Tommy smiled. ERROR! New challenge read "DON'T CLAP OR YOU DIE" Tommy clapped. ERROR! There wasn't a new challenge just two words "TURN AROUND". Tommy turned around and Tubbo and Ranboo were in the doorway and Tommy's heart sank.
Tubbo and Ranboo had always told Tommy in the past that they cared dearly for him and ( AS FRIENDS! PLATONIC!!!) loved him. Tommy never really took it to heart or made an effort to remember it. Tommy had also made a promise, the two had found out about the sh and made him promise to try and get better and on top of that promise to ty his best to live as long as they would and he just broke that promise. He just broke both of those promises right in front of them, well they hadn't seen his arm yet so not technically so maybe he could hide that.
"Tommy...? what.The. HELL!? WHAT WERE YOU DOING!?" Tubbo yelled running and slaping Tommy.
It wasn't a hard slap only a sting but enough for him to snap out of his shock as he was pulled into a tight and strong hug.
"Tommy we told you, you can talk to us you don't need to bottle your emotions", Ranboo said joining the hug.
Tommy hugged back feeling engulfed by the warmth.
"I know I don't know what I was thinking it was a quick decision made from not thinking... I'm sorry."
Tommy didn't notice Tubbo and Ranboo giving a nod to each other coming to a silent agreement. Tubbo walked away as Ranboo sat down, Tommy was a half of Ranboo's size and so when Ranboo was having an important conversation with someone he tended to sit so he wasn't towering over them.
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Possessive Dsmp oneshots and Tommy angstshots
FanfictionTw: dark topics, self harm,suicidal thoughts, suicide attemts, some parts might be extremly gorey, needles, drugs, murder, Possesive sbi, and possesive beedou, Possessive Dsmp characters