Possessive Dsmp oneshots and Tommy angstshots

:) Not so pog

Tw: Underage Smoking, Self hatred, Self harm, Not healthy Tommy, kinda gory topics Oooooo also Raccoon hybrid Tommy (however Tommy would like to hide that from others as he doesn't want to give people another reason to hate him) ______________________________________________________________________________

Tommy was done with everyone on this fucking server, he had lost so much and so many people he loved, if that was his fault or their's was for him to sit and think on. So what was Tommy's plan you may ask simple he would run away, well not run away per say Tommy didn't live with people he was alone that's part of the reason he was leaving.

Tommy decided to stay for two to three weeks he would distance himself slowly, write a few books about his life here mainly about how it sucked he would leave a note to say goodbye and then leave. Yeah this was an amazing big man Tommyinnit idea that definitely wouldn't backfire, well Tommy knew there were various different ways it would back fire and made plans for all of them.

Tommy snapped out of his thoughts as he watched the sun set through the open doors of his house. He was sitting legs crossed on the floor of his house looking out at the sky as he continued to add a few things to a sweater he was making. Tommy finished as the moon rose in the sky, Tommy's hands traced over the soft little critters he sewed into the sweater as he softly smiled at his work. His tail rapped around him as his mood dropped at the thought of why he made it in the first place, all so he could drop a chest and two letters off at Techno's cabin.

Tommy stood up and closed the doors to his house and started to pack he may not have a lot to pack but he has a lot of writing to do. Tommy spent three days and two nights packing in his house he stopped maybe twice to eat. He kept telling himself that he didn't deserve to rest if he is really doing this, he was really so bad that nobody cared enough to check on him that was his fault. Tommy had finally found some of the old letters that Phil had sent, Tommy's hand writing was terrible so he was going to try to practice and use Phil's letters as a reference if it looks bad blame it on Phil. Tommy laughed at the small joke his mind made even if part him wanted to cry because he knew he was leaving.

Tommy had numerous failed attempts at books about his life there and hundreds of different letters he scrapped in the end. Now though he had all of the letters and two books written, the first book was of the start of l'manberg to right after they rebuilt it and the second was right after Dooms day to the present. He now had to write about the worst one of the worst times in his life exile and he decided he wasn't leaving any details out and he knew this would get rather grim really fast, he might just need two books. He decided to get some rest before he headed out, there was no way he was writing this in his house, his thoughts would just hurt more that way. Tommy got two hours of sleep before he headed out he brought all of the books, Phil's letters, and two blank books to write in.

Tommy grabbed the sweater he had recently made, Tommy went to various different places but none he felt comfortable in. The last place he was going to try was a place closer to techno's cabin than Tommy was really all that comfortable with, but he had a feeling the only place his thoughts would calm would be the only place he felt safe during some of the worst months of his life. Tommy was getting low on options and he eventually headed to a small clearing in the trees with one big tree in the middle of it, it was rather close to techno's cabin but Tommy just hoped that no one would come by, y'know hoping has really worked in Tommy's favor just so well. Tommy sat there for a bit wondering how to start this but eventually he found the right words he wrote slowly taking his time to explain things and make sure people could read it. He had smoked a bit while he was writing trying to get rid of the sinking feeling he had. Tommy had gotten to the second book and almost to dooms day when something caught his attention.