If OUR LOVE IS TRUE

Chapter - 25 ( sp. kim's pov )

⚠️ Kindly remember the names of the characters please. They are going to create a big mess ahead. If anyone wants i can write all the characters until now in the last of the next chapter.

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Kimhan's pov.

I don't know how to get things right. It seems everything is f*cked up & there's no way hedding back. That night i didn't know that after coming to Ken's house he would start ignoring me again.

He went inside & hugged her with teary eyes. Only on Ken's words she stopped or she had thrown me out ! And from that day it was hard to approach him He wouldn't come out of the room & if he does he's in mary's shelter far away from me & ken. She looks like a lioness protecting her little cub from me and seems to be so relaxed around her.

I thought that all problems had gone that night but it seems it was only a weak moment where he let me inside his bubble or he was pretending so that i won't take him back by force !?

I still don't know what has happened .
My gloomy chatterbox has silenced all of a sudden. It is as if all the things he's trying to shut deep inside of him & now he's suffering alone. His eyes aren't affectionate anymore, filled with crazy ideas that he wants me to join in .

Instead there's a deep silence.

In these three months I've realised that he's desperately trying to fit it to make this relationship work. To be lucid, i still
don't know where this relation is going

No matter how much i try there's a gap , a void. Not between us but our worlds.

I'm afraid that one morning he will realise that these momentary feelings in him aren't enough. There's a line in us that he can't deny or try to cross.

The line that divides us - My profession

Nobody knows about him other than the family. Even the servants see him as the young master of the minor clan or Porsche's brother . I can't risk openly showing him around myself. He'd lose his freedom way too soon like this.

He will never be us , not another kim.

His decision to put a gun on himself made me realise that he's not a coward or weak and submissive i thought he is.
Why did I think this way !? I still don't know. Maybe i have a specific image for the bottoms i've seen but he's breaking all of them one by them .

He's furious

Not just in nature but in bed as well. He doesn't expect me to do all the work & lay still. He's not like any other partner I've been with . He has a certain control over me in everything. I can't deny it but it was a little bit weird to accept.

I'm someone who loves water & i have had sex in bathroom many times but i know he doesn't like it this way so i changed. Why!? I still don't know. If i would have asked him, there's no way he'd refuse me. He can never, I know it.

But his eyes don't let me do it to him .
Once he himself jumped into the bath with me & we did a little but once i saw how his face changed from pleasured to confused i stopped. It was pretty hard but still I chose to let him go .