Losing Touch

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I invited Tipp to Church , She Hasn't Been In About 3 Months I Begged Of Her To Come She Finally Agreed ......It seemed like the Perfect Sunday My Dad Preached About Turning Around and Making A Change , It convicted me Of All The Bad I've Done I Mean It's Needless To Say Everyone Who's Gay Is Supposed To Be Damned To Hell .....During Altar Call Me And Just About the whole Congregation Went to The Alter .....I Looked Back And Saw Tipp Making Her Way To The Altar It Brought Tears To My Eyes To See Her With Her Hands Up , Tears streaming down her face . I Guess my Dad Noticed Her Coming to The Altar To .

"Come On The The Altar Baby , Tiffany Has Been Sick In The Mind , She Was Gay But I Declare No More "

I Can't Believe My Dad Would Scoop So Low To Call Tipp Out By Name like That In Church ! I Wanted to Take Up For Her I Really Did and I can Tell She Wanted Me To .....The Look In Her Eyes When She Stormed Out The Church Broke My Heart Into A Million Pieces ! Ms.Belinda Ran Out After Her but I Didn't I Just Stood There silently and Tried to Wipe the Tears Off My Face ! Ronald Starred at me He Knew I Was About To Lose It ! I Couldn't hold it in anymore , I Put my head down and fell to my knees the tears began to flow , every weep grew louder then the other ! Ronald came over and helped me out of the church .......everyone thought I was crying because the spirit was high but Ronald knew I was about to lose my mind ...... My rude ass father had once again ruined things , I mean who knows maybe This could've help the both of us turn back straight (I doubt it ) but hut who knows .....Ronald helped me out in enough time Tiffany was Still in the parking lot

Passion : Tipp I Know You Hear Me

Tiffany : Leave Me The Fuck Alone

Passion :Tipp I'm Sorry I Didn't Know He Was Going To Say That

Tiffany : Yeah Whatever

Passion :Tipp This Ain't My Fault

Tiffany : Yes It Is

Passion :How

Tiffany :You Didn't Even Take Up for me this nigga talking like I'm sick like being gay is some type of disease

Passion :That's Not My Fault , He Made That Dumb Ass Statement Not Me

Tiffany : I don't blame you for his ignorance , but maybe to you should tell him , if he knew his daughter was "sick " too then maybe he would be more aware of what he saying

Passion :Noo Tipp You Said You Didn't Care If I Told Them Or Not and You Know It's Not that easy

Tiffany : It Cant Be That Hard

Passion : You Don't Know What I Go Through

Tiffany : No You Don't Know What I Go Through ,Bending Over Backwards To Be With You ! Bitches Throwing Themselves At Me Left and Right But I'm Still with you and you don't have enough courage to Tell Your Fucking Parents You Gay ! I Can't Even Post Pictures Of Us Together ! Can't Even Hold Your Hand and Then Anytime I Come Around Your Parents I'm Always Being Criticized!

Passion :That's How You Feel ?

Tiffany : I'm Tired Of The Shit

Passion : Well Then Leave

Tiffany : Ill Be More Then Glad To

Tiffany Hops in The car and Her and Ms.Belinda Spin Off .....Passion Tries to Walk Past Ronald And Back Into The Church As If Nothing Happened

Ronald : Pas , Pas Come Here !

Passion : I .....I ......She Left .......She Left Me !

Ronald : Come On BabyGirl Ill Take You to my House

The Ride To Ronald's House Was Silent ,other Then Sniffles escaping From Me . Once I Got There I Went Straight Upstairs ,Turned On The Radio and Got In His Bed .I Cried and Cried It Seem Like Every Song That Came On Seemed To Break Me Down Lower and Lower And I Need Tipp To Uplift me But I understand ! I Wasn't There When She Needed Me

I Woke Up and It Was 1 A.m I Had 3 Missed Calls But It Was Only From My Mom....Ronald Had Called Though and Told Her Some Lie About Us Going On A Date ...Nevertheless I Was Still Heartbroken ! I went and Looked A Tipp''s Snapchat Hoping Maybe she would say something about me , instead all I see is 221 Seconds Of Her Smoking and Rolling and Smoking and Drinking and Repeating ! I Hate It When She Gets Like This and she knows it's not good for her heart condition ! I Thought about calling her but I'm sure it would turn into another fight ......I wakeup Ronald and Ask Him To Take Me Home !

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