Why can't i?

Why can't I love you?
Why can't my heart belong to you?
Why can't my mind make up a world for you and me?
Why can't my feet run to you?
Why can't i grasp the idea of you and me?
Why can't i hold on to you much more?
Why cant i smile with the thought of us?
Why can't my heart smile with the thought of you?
Why can't i keep on faking a smile just to give you one?
Why can't i cry anymore?
Why have my tears dried out?
Before, it hurt to cry, now it hurts that i can not cry. Why is that?
Why can't i?
Why can't i love you?