CRUSH (changlix) [END]

11 : CONFESS

wooyoung help felix by carry changbin upstairs. 

"Felix, here is my cupboard. If you want to change your cloths, you can use mine here." say wooyoung.

"ohh, okay,hyung. thank you.. but, i think i'm gonna go home after this."

"oh... okay, take care felix. i gotta to go now. see you next time" wooyoung waves at Felix and walk away.

Felix just look at changbin who now lying down at the bed. He so drunk just now. with the dirty around his mouth, cloth and still wearing a shoes. Felix take a deep breath and just sigh. 

felix help changbin by take off his shoes, and help clean him a bit.

"aish.. changbin, why are you like this? are you mad at me? you're having no sense of romantic. confess at me that way? after make me annoying by snatch my phone?" Felix wipes Changbin's face gently.

" can't you be like bangchan towards hyunjin? he is so sweet, but i just realize that hyunjin and bangchan might love each other so much." Felix stand up and go change the water that he use to wipe Changbin.

felix come back to see changbin. he try hard to correct changbin's position. suddenly he feel that his waist is grab by changbin.

"seems like everyone that i love, actually love bangchan, right? Lee Felix?" ask Changbin.

"everyone gonna dump me away, like how hyunjin reject my confess. he say the same thing. i'm not like bangchan. of course not! BANGCHAN IS BANGCHAN, I'M CHANGBIN!" shout changbin next to Felix. felix started to shivers afraid. he didn't expect that changbin will hear it.

"i can't love someone too? why i can't be myself? " now, changbin on top of felix. the position is, felix is lying at the bed, while changbin facing him.

"you say, i need more confident. you ask me to look at mirror while talking. i see myself at mirror. so i should be myself. but why are you ask me to become other people? i can't see bangchan when i see myself at mirror.. I CANT!! YOU UNDERSTAND?!" 

Felix be more afraid, he started to cry.

"are you crying, dear? i'm so sorryy! i'm so sorryyy!" say changbin repeatly. Felix pull changbin's head near his heart, let him to rest a bit and calm him down.

"i'm sorry,changbin-ah... i didn't mean it." say felix

"you're so warm, felix. i love this hug." changbin hug felix tightly. 

without they noticing, they just slept like that, while huging each other.

now, felix, changbin,bangchan and hyunjin sit together at the cafeteria. they sit while playing their own work, not talking or make any noise like before this. hyunjin do a bit revision for class after this, bangchan is doing some work with his laptop, changbin seems like hearing an english podcast on youtube while felix just scrolling a tiktok.

"hi guysssss" hello jeongin who just arrived with seungmin.

now, 5 of them go to Mr Lino class. Jeongin go to library with his classmate.

"inform me your partner for this work" state Mr Lino.

"SEUNGMIN!" shout changbin and hyunjin together. all of the class become silent for a while. seungmin also shock by what happen just now.

"seungmin,decide" ask Mr Lino.

"i will partner with Lee Daehwi" say seungmin.

now, end up hyunjin and changbin is a partner and chan with felix while lee daehwi with seungmin.

"just do the essay, minimum 1500 words, hand me over by tomorrow during class, that's all for today, thank you." Mr Lino stand up and walks towards the door. 

"Bangchan, take your stuff at my table" and Mr Lino continue to walk away.

Bangchan just nodd and tidy up his stuff.

"guys, this evening i can't go to the cafe. and felix, i'm gonna do some research, and tonight we will do a video call to discuss about the essay, okay? i gotta to go to Mr Lino now." say bangchan and he walk out from class.

"me too. i just promise daehwi to do discussion at library" say seungmin.

now only left changbin, hyunjin and felix. 

Felix sit there, feels like being a third wheel since hyunjin and changbin discussing about the essay.
"Guys, can i go back home now?" Ask felix.
"Whyyy?? Do you have anything to do?" Ask hyunjin curious.
"I guess so.. but, i feel so tired right now..and want to go home" explain felix
"Ohh..okay.. be careful, felix" say hyunjin.
Now, felix walk out from the cafe.
For about 5 minutes of walking, he just see bangchan and someone next to him walk out from a supermarket. Bangchan is pushing a trolley and someone next him looks like searching something in a bag. Felix decide to say hi to bangchan.

"Hi bangchan.."
Bangchan turn over to the voice. Felix waves happily towarda bangchan. Felix want to say hello to the person who is stand infront of bangchan too.
Felix so shock when see someone that he see is someone who he meet almost everyday.

"Hi felix, how are you?" Ask him
"I'm----- good, Mr-- Lino"
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(Lee daehwi appreance that day)

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To be continue~