It's just an idea I had bc I couldn't sleep, so I might use this idea to re-continue one of my old works
Heh feels weird to be back on my old acc but enjoy :)
Disappear. That's what they say, that's what they all say. As I walk into class late, hoping no one would notice but they do. I can already hear the whispers, feel the burning stares.
My cheeks flush from embarrassment. The teacher finally gestures for me to sit down and gives that cold stern look. That's when you know that you're in trouble, that you're a bad kid, they see you as the troublemaker, but really maybe you're just.. misunderstood.
With a shake of my head, I briskly walk to my seat, eyes cast downwards to the ground, avoiding meeting anyones gaze in this room. It kinda feels like the whole world is against you..
Do they all really hate me that much?
Tears well up in my eyes as I hear that word again, this time it wasn't my inner voice in my head. It was them, they all surround each other. The perfect group.
I refuse to even look. After-all who would want to be seen with a monster like me..?
I finally sit in my seat. Staring blankly at a worksheet that the teacher has just given me, I don't even know what I'm doing.
"Algebra.." I mutter to myself but then I immediately frown. I hate algebra.
I groan. My hands in my hair, strands of red and yellow trailing down. I look to my right and see her. A weak smile formed on my lips.
I often wonder if maybe she hates me too. I stare and stare some more.. but things changed, ever since they all lost their memories of me, I can't change their opinion, all of my old friends.. they all hate me, I still remember the anger.. the hatred in their eyes, they even told me that they did.
They hate me.
Luckily she never noticed me, at least not anymore. Me and her, we used to be friends. Best friends even.
She was perfect. For once she wasn't sat with the others, stolen glances I was able to do that without being caught. That concentration on her face, that smile. Her smile kills me, I know she loves maths, she always did.
"I bet she wouldn't notice."
"Just disappear. It's what you want."
I shudder lightly. Closing my eyes, hoping to block out those thoughts, can she just go away?
Tap tap.
I turn around, and I see her. She was looking at me. Frowning. With a concerned expression.
"You okay?"
I nod. She gives a small smile as she sits next to me, and immediately she notices my blank paper and she chuckled.
"You're gonna get detention." She scolds and I shrug, with a grin, "Heh I'm used to it." I respond back.
She laughs and I just.. I feel complete. Her laugh, her voice it means everything to me, I love her but I know she won't feel the same way. After all now, she doesn't look at me like she used to, not as a friend or a girlfriend.
She forgot that I exist and it hurts.. it seems I'm the only one who remembers everything, the memories we shared.
Guess we really are strangers.. but with memories.
