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by LilKeeper

by LilKeeper

Timeskips. Jake and Sunghoon are currently on a hilltop with three bottles of soju between them. Sunghoon only drinks one glass while he lets jake have more but not too much. Jake drank at least 3 glasses of soju by now.

"Now what?" Jake giggled feeling a bit tipsy.

"Scream. Shout." Sunghoon said as he gazed into the moon.

"That's embarrassing." Sunghoon smiled at jake's cute giggles. How come you giggle so cutely even though you're hurt?

"We're in a hilltop and alone. Don't worry, it's alright." He told and stand up.

"TO THAT ONE GUY I'VE COMPETED ON THE ICE RINK I HOPE YOU DON'T HAVE TASTY FOOD." Sunghoon shouted making jake startled.

"That suprised me."

"THAT WAS MY GATORADE AND PENGUIN PLUSHIES. MY BABIES AND DRINK. WHY DID YOU TOOK IT?!" Jake laughed at hoon's remark.

"Now your turn!" Hoon reached out for jake's hand and he gladly took it.

"What should I scream?" Jake asked.

"How you truly feel inside." As hoon said that, jake fell into his thoughts.

"If you're tired, say it. If you don't like your situation, say it. No one can judge you feeling that way, let it out." Jake finally opened his mouth and shouted what he truly feels.

"I'M TIRED OF TRYING. I'M TIRED OF HEARING THOSE COMPARISONS. TIRED OF NOT BEING ENOUGH."

"I'M BEING DRAMATIC I KNOW BUT I'M REALLY TIRED."

"I WANT TO BE FREE."

"IS IT REALLY FOR MY OWN BENEFIT?"

"I'M JEALOUS OF MY FRIENDS AND THAT SUCKS."

"I DON'T WANT THEM GONE."

"KILLED MY DREAM. TOOK MY FREEDOM. PLEASE NOT MY FRIENDS TOO."

"I'm sorry... I'm sorry I wasn't enough. It wasn't enough. Let me prove you wrong. I know I'm stubborn but I just wanna be happy." After he uttered those words, he finally cried.

To be honest, jake has never cried in front of anyone but himself. This is the very first time, he cried in front of someone.

Jake cried on knees, shouting did helped him let it out.

Sunghoon on the other hand, cried silently with him. Seeing jake break down like that. He couldn't take it. The ball of sunshine he knows is crying his heart out in front of him; Looking fragile and isolated.

- C U T-

lmao this was on my drafts since july💀 sorry for the delayed I forgot to post it...

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