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Attacks

Warning:
This chapter contains anxiety attacks
Request by: 65434qqqw!

We were all out eating at a restaurant
Nick and Chris were sitting on the other side, me and Matt were on our side

"Hey y/n, can you order for me?"
This seemed unusual, he always orders himself
"Yeah!"

I didn't question, knowing he had anxiety

Soon the waiter came, "hey, can I have _____and____please?" I said
"Can I have, ___?" Nick pointed to his menu
"And can I have___ please?" Chris said after nick

"And for you young man?"

"Oh I already ordered for him" I say, so he doesn't get confused

After our food arrived, we started to eat. Except for Matt

"Matt are you gonna eat?"

"It's just- I feel nauseas"

I feel his head, he seemed to be sweating
"Holy shit, are you okay?"

His heart started to beat faster
He fidgeted with his hands

"I think he's having an attack.."

"Hey, hey Matt, it's okay" I tried to reassure him
He shuts his eyes, covering his ears

I held his hand. "It's okay Matt. Breathe"

He started to breathe in and out
"Just like that Matt"

Matt's pov:
I felt weak. My chest hurts

This is all my fault. I'm making a scene
"I'm sorry" I let out a choked sob

"For what? You did nothing bad"

"I'm making a scene"

"Hey, hey don't think like that, focus on me"

I look at her

"Breathe"

Breathe, breathe, breathe Matt, just fucking breathe!
I haven't noticed my eyes were shut until I opened them
"Matt, it's okay."

I looked around

No it's not okay. Everyone's looking.
There's to many people.

"Shhh"
Y/n pulled me into a hug

I was still sweating, my heart was beating faster and faster every beat

"Just focus in me. No one else. It'll make it worse"

I let go of her

Sigh.

I kept hearing whispers of me.

Please. Just stop

I covered my ears hoping to stop it

After a bit, my symptoms went away
I sighed

"Better?"

I smile and nod
"Yeah, better" I smile

"Do you need water?" Nick asked
"We can go home?" Chris also asked

"I think we should go home. I'll drive-"

"Uh uh, after that? You scared the shit out of me! I'm driving" she said

Everyone was staring as I walked out

We got home and told my mom.

"Oh sweetheart, I'm so sorry. Are you feeling better?"

"Yeah..y/n helped me"

"God I wish I was there to help"

I hugged her.

Soon everyone joined

A/N:
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