Life of a boy

Past

Hello past .
This chapter Is for you.
So now today when I reach school and enter the classroom my friends was like"hey dude I met her she asked me if you were acting different or weird from some time?"
And I asked him what did you tell her. He said"i told her yes he was weird but for some days" then he told me she asked him one more question and it was" dude is vihan Sad because I stopped being friends with him?"then he said that he told her " oh, Vihan he doesn't give a Fuck about it" .
Ok so then she told that "tell him to find a new best friend"
So now I don't know if this is the truth or not and it's pretty hard to believe that. Now if it is the truth, I would like to tell that what he said was a lie I am sorry.I don't give Fuck is a total lie but in fact I still care . I don't want another bestfriend.
my days became boring and nights shity.
Yes I am acting different but only inside me. I just simply act like I don't give a Shit and that I have moved on because then my life becomes more worse when they keep on asking me stuff but I never have moved on , it's going be very hard.
When you used to talk to me I used to feel good and happy now doing things are also not fun I don't like doing those stuffs.
I used to get up in the morning happy just because I knew it that I would be able to meet you and I also miss staying up till 1&2am sometimes just chatting with you and goodnight also doesn't feel good.
I write this chapter just because I think that my friend who told me about you might be telling the truth of it is not I really don't think that way. I want you to be my friend again.
Ok that's it .
And guys(Joshua.j, Shevan) I don't want any stupid questions and gossip about this topic, it's annoying.