I'm just confused

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The Next Day


Alexis


" Alexis wake up'" my mom yelled from outside my door. " OKAYYYYYY" i dont know who the hell you yellin at yo ass should have went to sleep last night" Whatever" child don't make me come in there" I'm up mom okay gosh" yea ight" Once my mom was done wit all that bullshit i got up and jumped in the shower. I was already late for school so i didn't do my 30 minute soak but i did get cleaned up. After i got out the shower i threw on my outfit and was out the door.

Okay so when my dad got back into my life about a month ago he wanted to make up for loss time. But with him being so busy it was hard for him to do that and he felt pretty bad about it. So he went and bought me a car. i was so happy so yea now i have a car to drive to school and i don't have t listen to Zion every morning for 20 minutes on the way to school tell me how much he loves me and doesn't understand why i wont just "GIVE IT UP". 


The thing that makes me so mad is the way he says give it up like its that easy. It's not that easy you never get it back and for him its easy. I just dont know like i really love him and all and i think i might just give it up to him. But i dont want to be no 16 and pregnant so probably not. Right now i'm just confused.



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