glimpse of us

          What we had is lost and I can never get it back. I'm in a new relationship now. How have you been since then? I've been in dept lost in the glimpse of us. Sometimes I wonder how it would be if I was still with you. Sometimes I want to go back to the way it was.
          I hope you're doing better than I am. Maybe we should meet up someday to sort things out. My new relationship will never be as well as yours and mine was. I would like to keep you safe again. I'm drenched in sorrow and suicidal thoughts without you. I want to feel your touch again. I want to be able to hold you without thinking about it. 
          Hey, it's been 11 months. I haven't forgot about you. You haven't responded to any of my letters I've sent. Maybe you've moved away. Maybe you haven't been outside a lot. Sometimes I wonder if you think of me the way I think of you. I'm engaged now. I'm gonna get married. To a woman that isn't you....