Relapsed

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"Welcome back readers, I'ma have to say, You got balls reading my story i mean

its mature and more powerful than a bullet hitting you ass."Sonnia is the name

you know." i'ma keep my story real. Right now i'm sitting in this fucking jail sell

writing this book so when i get out i want to publish it get me some mutha

fucking money off it." yeah you ain't think i was in here well shit when you got a

drug it makes you do things you never thought you had in you, Dummy for love

is what i call it but i don't regret doing this shit at fucking all. "It shows how

much of a women i am. " I'm born in the Bronx raised from a pit( my mother was

one of the baddest bitches rolling up and out of that bitch , hell she was a hoe

but god dammit she was my ma. " her ass caught A.I.D.S and died on a nigga ya

feel i always told her like ma i can get a job she ain't want me wanting for

nothing but i wasn't stupid by far. "When she died i thought i was going to head

down the same path her crazy ass was( god bless the dead), i ended up being a

stripper .

Silly shit isn't it? that's where i met my Man Amon

Johnson." he saw me on the pole doing my own thing pleasing these thirsty ass

nigga's just for money.(Crazy right) i know.

" he looked at me with lust i knew

what that grimy nigga wanted, but Sonnia wasn't have that shit nah. " i was

saving myself." you say a stripper can't be a virgin, lies can get you anywhere

and in a whole lot of trouble. i never once bust my legs open for no nigga

period point blank. " i took him to the back and gave his a lap dance to get his

head hype so he can pay me and get the fuck on. " damn girl you can't give a

nigga a hug or a kiss? " man nigga fuck what you thinking you got what you

wanted a damn lap dance now gimme my money. " he gave me my money and

i snatch it from him.

Shit that same day i went home i had gotten an unknown phone call." hello?

wassuh Sonnia its ya dude from the club the one you gave a lap dance." oh yeah

wassuh? " and how did you get my number."Don't worry bout all that all you

need to know is that i wanna see you again and not on that fuck and duck type

shit. Sonnia i'm feeling you right now and i want to see if that feeling is mutual

and is real." i'm picking you up tomorrow.

From there on we been fucking with each other and i ain't wanna get to deep

of how we started off. I want to began off where Amon started to go ghost on

around two months ago before i got my dumb ass lock up in this place.