Relapsed

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Damn, i'm sitting in this hell hole wondering what my life would of been

like if i had chosen the right decisions, i only got to my first chapter and i

completed it i feel like it need no titles just a part. " i stop getting visitors

back in march at this time i'm in April an since i been locked up ain't

nobody came to visit me so when the guard told me somebody is here to

see me i was curious as hell of who it could be. as i walk to the bench, i seen

Naheem standing there looking good, life a mutha fucka." if only i was out

of jail the things i would do.

Visitation:

Naheem why are you here?

i came to see you Sonnia i know shit go fucked up between me and you but

who was the one there with you when all this shit went down? Me it was

me though this whole situation.

OK but who guided you Naheem i don't need to be played with at this time,

i stopped getting visitors back in march when i was doing my third month, I

want to know what the hell you want , i at this i could feel tears burning to

come out but shit crying was what i was not gonna do no matter how bad it

hurts to see the person who cared for me come visit me after them 3 long

months up in Rikers Island ,i ain't been the same here.

i know you hurt Sonnia, i'm hurt to i miss you and our friendship and the

things we use to share, i was tired of mopping around waiting for them to

give you a bond but they never seemed to do it at the time you want to, "

what i'm trying to say is that Sonnia i'm going to find the nigga who set you

up for it.

Naheem i know you only want whats best for me but i already know who it

is, if you just trust me, i'm going to do these last 2 months and when get

out i promise you that when you see me i will tell you." if you really care for

me you will ride this term out with me, and trust me with all you have.

i got you Sonnia no matter what, but i have to get going i'm coming to visit

you tomorrow we will talk then and set somethings straight.

i was escorted back to my cell i was sitting there debating on wither or not

i was gonna continue my story writing but, i ain't got shit else to do so i

might as well. i took out my booklet and began starting off where Amon

came home late that night.

Rule 2#- don't shed a tear for a nigga who ain't gonna shed one for you.