Mias pov:
I can't believe that maya shouted at me, I want to go back but I don't think I can. I might stay out here tonight and go back tomorrow. I find a sheltered place as it's raining and sleep for the night. I wake up at about 7:30 ish and it's bright and there's cars going past. I pack my stuff up and go back to mayas house, she should be at the station by now I think so I should be in the clear, when I get there the door is locked so I knock on the door, carina opens it and smiles at me "I'm glad you came back bambina" carina says to me and embraces me in a hug, "car, who's at the-" maya says before she sees me I look at her then look at the floor feeling embarrassed "I-I'm just gonna go unpack" I smile awkwardly. "O-okay" maya says, gosh that was awkward. I check my phone to see if my mom has messaged me and she hasn't, my best friend has though,
Maisy: bitch why aren't you in school
Maisy: hellooooo
Maisy: forget it.
I read them and sigh, I unpack my stuff and here a knock at the door, "come in" I say and maya is at the door "hey I uh just wanted to apologise for yesterday" she smiles sadly at me "it's fine honestly" I say choking back the tears as I hate crying infront of people, "no it wasn't okay. And I'm sorry" she says and walks out as soon as she's gone I go to my bathroom and sob quietly "bambina it's me" carina says "I-I-" I can't get my words out "it's okay just breathe for me, I try following her breathing but can't "bambina, follow my breaths okay?" She asks me and I try too "okay okay" she says as she pulls my head to her chest "hear my heartbeat bambina?" She says as I nod "good now focus on my breathing" she says in a soothing voice, I feel safe around carina, once my breathing is back to normal she helps me off the bathroom floor and she sits on the bed with me "so do you wanna tell me what that was about" she asks me "I don't know to be honest I've always had panic attacks so it's nothing new" I say to her and her face shifts to a frown "you shouldn't have to be used to them bambina" she hugs me "I know but when I lived with my parents my mom didn't help me at all she just sat there and watched him beat me" I say as a single tear slips down my face
Mayas pov:
I go upstairs to see why carina is taking so long and hear this by accident "I know but when I lived with my parents my mom didn't help me at all she just sat there and watched him beat me" my stomach sinks. I can't believe he'd do that, I knock on her door even though it's open and see her flinch "hey I was wondering if we could have a sister day" I smile at her she looks down at her feet. "Oh uhm maybe another day" she says trying not to sound to rude "oh okay." I say as I frown "you know I love you" I say to Mia "do you though" she whispers but I hear it, I just let it slip. I go into mine and carinas room and get changed to go for a run Thats what I do when I'm stressed I run and so does Mia. That's why we're so similar. "I'm going for a run I'll be back soon" I shout up to them but get no response.
Mias pov:
"Shall we watch a few movies I'll grab popcorn" carina says to me "yeah please I really need something to take my mind off of what happened" I sigh carina goes to get popcorn and I put on mean girls it's my favourite movie, "mean girls? What's that" carina says I just stare at her in shock "you've never watched mean girls?" I say pretending to be hurt. I turn the movie on and halfway through I fall asleep, that panic attack tired me out.
Carinas pov:
Halfway through the movie mia is fast asleep her head laying on my chest, I play with her hair for a while, I hear the door open and I'm guessing it's maya "hey" I whisper "hey why are we whisp-" she says before she sees mia asleep "oh, what are you watching" maya asks me "mean girls, it's mias favourite" I say and maya looks a little hurt "I'm gonna take a shower" she smiles at me "bambina, wake up" I say as I kiss her forehead "no rina let me sleep" I laugh at her and my heart melts at the nickname "I love the nickname bambina" I say to her she gets all shy and tries to shuffle under the covers even more "come on up!" I say tickling her "no,no stop" she says, she's got the most adorable laugh in the world.
A/N
Im going out tomorrow so there won't be as many updates
Also this is a long one 💕
