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Definition before we start :
Barzakh : A barrier between the corporeal and ethereal. Barzakh is portrayed in Islam as a place in which, after death, The spirit separated from the body goes there— Because only a person's soul goes to Barzakh and not their physical body, patiently waiting for the day of judgment to come. So one can receive their fate in either Jannah (Heaven) or Jahanam ( Hell ).
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" You stole my soul from me , not only
once but twice. I am aware that I have no right whatsoever to be mad at this clear fact. It's natural for us humans to pursue the human race's existence after all.
Even so, new passengers must come rather than those who are forced to take their seats in this relentless train we call life.
Truth is, what truly shattered me into pieces is the fact that you have managed to get him wrapped around your finger without even trying. The day we got separated was the day of his death, I hoped that we will meet again in a better place than this cruel world, or that's what I had hopelessly longed for.
It was absolutely foolish of me to believe that we could last, not only am I grieving in front of his lifeless body in a grave, I have also found myself grieving in front of our love's grave. The love that we shared for many years. The one that you managed to murder so quickly.
I miss him, although I understand that you didn't know any better, yet I can't help it.
I always find the jealousy rising in my soul at the sight of him telling you all the things he used to tell me.
But of course you wouldn't understand because it was all in another life.
When a soul regenerates, the new body starts taking basic traits of their past life's soul until the owner of the new body comes of age and form their own traits, mentality and morals. Eventually, the old soul gets separated From the corpse leaving your soul more space to develop and keep roaming temporarily in the Barzakh.
I personally envy the people who have already had their final life and are living their promising Barzakh, doing all the things they didn't get the chance to do or didn't have the time for in the world of the living, as they wait patiently for their destiny either in the great heavens of above or face an endless suffering in the the depths of hell.
I am quite grateful that I got the chance to be freed from your body and finally experience a great Barzakh before my soul completely disappears, I'm also so happy that you got the privilege of discovering your own abilities properly, unlike the rest of us. You are completely oblivious to how many of us wish to be in your shoes right now.
I'm also quite proud of you for managing to free me before it was too late.
Then I thought I'd finally get to spend it with him, Little did I know that he would prefer you instead.
After all this time I spend with him, he chose you. And I can't help but blame myself for not being good enough for him, unlike you 'Sahar'.
My dear, now that you have uncovered the great power that lies in you. I wonder what you'd choose?
Destiny or desire?
Actually the answer to that question doesn't really matter so much, because what's destined will find you, even if it's under mountains, and what's not will desert you, even if it's right under your feet.
It'll run away, searching for it's owner and abandon you, completely shattering your dreams. So be careful of what you wish for.
We'll meet again, soon enough. See you on the other side, my precious great niece."
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Adventure" O soul that dwells in hidden realms revealed to me, I called on you so I can set you free, to be released from my corpse to flee, reveal yourself to me, your awakener and savior." Was the spell that Sahar had to recite so she can be freed from...
