Husband vs Ex

Cherish

Part 5

Y/n pov:

I guess I'm going to get in a big trouble. My mind was out of work. So I lift the slippers up in my hands standing at the doors so they won't make sounds for the best to get aware that I'm in. I slightly sneaked inside the main door. I looked around just to get aware if he was in the hall. He's not. Let's go. I silently closed the door back of me. And slowly ran on my tiptoes while I was almost reaching the staircase but I just noticed from the corner of my eyes. I turned still being slight.

OOps!
He was laying on the sofa. My eyes didn't caught him when I searched because he was hidden from the sofa back. I looked at him just to see his gaze making a direct way on me. I'm not sure about his reaction right now on his face. He looks lazy I guess.
Let it not have a big deal. I gave him a firm look and explained.

Y/n: I'mlatebecauseiwenttoeomma'shousebecauseihadtocheckher.
(she says in one breath and sighs after getting stopped)
Ahm, It wasn't supposed to be late but Eonni was also their that's why.
(she looked at him and waited for response)
Taehyung
(he was looking at the ceiling not responding instead)
TAEHYUNG!

Tg: Hmmmmm?
(he questioned lazily)

Y/n: Are you listening?

Tg: Hm.

Y/n: Did you eat anything?

Tg: Hm.
(still looking at ceiling by laying on sofa lazily)

Y/n: What hm-hm? What did you eat?

I said down looking at the five six bear canes scattered on the sofa table.
And he stretched his body with his eyes squeezing. He turned sideway facing towards me putted his hand under his head and closed his eyes pretending to sleep.

Tg: I ate ramen
(he said his eyes closed)

He's in not a mood. Looks so lazy.
I walked towards the table picked the canes one by one and shaked them to have a check. I sighed and said.

Y/n: Why did you drink too much?
How many times do I have to tell you drink in limits.
Now again your head will ache badly.
(she shaked him as she got no response)
Taehyuuuuung...

Tg: Hmmmmm?
(he said taking another side to the ceiling again)

Y/n: Are you going to sleep?
Then go in your room. Not here.
...Tell me first what do you want to eat in dinner.

Tg: Make anything
(he said while covering and giving a little massage to his face)

I don't know if he slept this quick or not. He looks so bored. I should've gave him some personal time. But both of us are awfully buzy in our jobs. This is not a good excuse about not giving time to each other at all. Because by 6pm we both get a whole time for eachother that we can spent together as we get done with our jobs time. Still these free times always passes doing everything but not having our personal time. The truth that we ignore eachother whenever it's our mood. But not him literally. I guess it's me only. Who ignores him.
I leaned down to have a look at his face.
The only thing his face was telling that he's a kind, gentle, softhearted person. I know his fake side whenever he tries to get angry on me. His face says that he deserves happiness. That I never meant to give him. It's hard to accept that I don't remember when last saw in him smiling?
I swear I'll be your side when I'll get to love you. But don't know why from years of our marriage I never get to feel a love for you. It never ever exists in me. And for sure I'm a bad actress if it comes to show fake love for you. I'll wait and hope for the love for you inside me soon.