Imaginary love story

REGRET

Azzara's POV:

I was in the shower lost in my thoughts, seeing the clear water turn red, I was trying to wash away the pain but it didn't work. It hurt inside, it was like my heart wanted to stop beating.

I went out of the shower and just layed on the bed all I could think about was Rosy and how I hurt here.

She must think I'm a monster, I also think I'm a monster. If  maybe I didn't exist her life would be better.

I started cutting little lines on my arm using a knife hoping that maybe it will kill me.
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2 WEEKS LATER

Rosy was now at home, her parents invited my parents to came for dinner. I didn't want to go so I stayed behind. I didn't want to hurt Rosy again.

ROSY'S POV:

Azzara didn't show up, I don't know why but I was getting worried about him. Even after all he did I still cared about him, I asked his dad where Azzara was and he said he was at home and that he wanted to stay behind.

I asked if I could go check on him and his dad looked unsure about that idea but ended up saying I could go check on him. I was very happy that he let me go check on him for same reason. I was using crutches so it kind of to me some time to reach the door. I knocked on the door and waited for 2 minutes for someone to open the door .

Azzara was the one who opened the door. He looked like he hadn't slept or eaten for a while. When he saw me he started crying and hugged me so tightly. I was so shocked I dropped my crutches and hugged him back.

I wished the hug would last forever but then he pulled back quickly picked up my crutches and gave them to me."What are you doing here ". He asked while wiping his tears. "What are you doing here, you were supposed to come for dinner" I said loudly. "And why do you look like you haven't eaten for a while" I said pushing my way into the house. I headed to the kitchen to make him some food and he followed. "I didn't come for dinner because I thought you wouldn't want me there" he said softly. "Why wouldn't I want you there we are best friends after all" I told him softly and he smiled slightly but the smile was short lived.

"After what I did to you, I don't even deserve to live" He said. "What did you say" I said putting down the butter knife and walking actually more like hopping towards him. "NEVER AND I SAY NEVER SAY THAT AGAIN DO YOU HEAR ME" I said loudly but didn't get a response. "Look at me" I said lifting his head by his chen. Looked into his eyes and my heart started beating faster. I quickly looked away and when I started hopping back to the food I was making I heard him respond "I will never say that ever again"he said softly, I looked back and smiled at him then handed him peanut butter and jam sandwiches. While he was still eating his sandwiches he dad opened the front door so hard and ran to the kitchen.

He calmed down when he saw me and came where me and Azzara were sitting." Are you ok" he asked me while looking angrily at Azzara who just looked down and kept on eating his sandwich. Yeah I ok, I was just talking to Azzara I said with a smile.

"Oh ok, YOU"he said loudly looking at Azzara and Azzara looked up at him. "Are you not going to give her one of your sandwichs" he said in a threatening tone which made Azzara immediately hand me a sandwich. "Oh no I am not hungry yet and I made them for him" I told his dad while putting the sandwich back onto Azzara's plate. "Ok"his dad said and left me and Azzara alone again.

It was silent after he left, Azzara started eating slowly like he did not want to eat anymore and I just sat there looking at him. "Are you ok"I asked softly. I couldn't see his eyes because his hair was hiding them.

He stood up all of a sudden and walked around the table to where I was sitting. "I think you have to go now" he said with a deep and serious voice. "But but"  "I SAID NOW" he shouted and made me shake in fear. I stood up and grabbed my crutches. I quickly hopped away and Azzara just stood there and watched me walk away. I took one last look at him then closed the door.