D E R A I L E D [Smii7y x Reader]

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The hooded teen looked straight at me, slight remorse showing in their eyes. Eyes flushed with tears, i could clearly see their cheeks getting puffy.

They knew they made a mistake.

And they knew they couldnt come back from it. They shot me, of course theres no going back.

But hell, they were a kid.

Kids make mistakes, and i cant blame them for this one. A part of me feels like i just wont be gone somehow, that i might still carry on.

A part of me feels funny from sending that text to Smii7y, but yknow. I cant really do anything in this situation. Well, i can, but that would result in the kid dying.

I raised my gun once more to egg on my attacker, to make them finish the job. My teeth were dyed a red tint with the blood choking up in my throat.

The kid aimed at me, looking at my in my eyes. They could see the anger in my eyes, the sheer passion. Their grip on the gun wavered, but the distant screams of smii7y, and police sirens werent enough to deter the sleep that began to take me.

Forgive me, smii7y.

Forgive me.

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"Go home, sir." Paramedics wheeled a body out the market, but i couldnt drown out what the officers were saying to me anymore.

Instead of going home like the officer told me, i ran straight to Y/N, my vision blurry with tears. Sobs clouding my sentences, i rode with her to the hospital.

"Sir, we know you love her and thats your girlfriend, but we need to make sure you arent hurt either." One of the doctors assistants spoke to me.

It felt like i was going a thousand worlds a second, everything was moving so fast. I need to wake up. This didnt happen. It couldnt have happened.

After evaluating me, i sat outside the room Y/N was administered in. She required emergency surgery to take the bullet out, and hopefully it goes well.

"Son get some rest, she'll be fine." One of the doctors that were assigned to her sat with me.

"I cant. Shes everything to me, i just cant," My eyes started to water again, quickly i wiped them away, looking down at my hands.

"Go home. Shes in good hands here."
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The past few days have been so unbearably sickening. Literally. I could barely move without feeling like i was being shot, not that id know what that feels like.

Wibble had slept on my chest for the majority of my pain and suffering, making sure i was okay. Im still unable to really move, but i do hope this stops soon, or else prune may actually get tired of me!

"Y/N, Get up. Its been a week."

"Yeah dad, heres the thing. I fucking cant." I snarled.

"Watch your tone."

I know what you did. I know exactly what you did. Itll be the very thing that destroys you. I swear on it.

Another woman entered the room, looking at me coldly. She looked back at my father and then me, noticing the resemblance.

"You truly do resemble my husband."

What?

Did...she say husband?

The perplexed look on my face said it all, the woman smiled and just plainly stated that they had gotten married a few days ago.

"Is...that it?"

"Really, Y/N? Not even a 'congratulations'?"

"Congratulations for what? Killing my mother-"

"Shut it, Girl!" He screamed, eyebrows arched harshly, showing his anger if his voice wasnt enough to confirm.
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This home didnt feel home-y anymore. Instead it just felt like walls, doors and furniture. The once bright face that greeted me everyday has died in the fucking hospital.

If only id remember to do groceries sooner. I keep telling myself that everyday, every single day. I'd wish in a star, wish i could change the past, id give anything for her to come back.

But lately things have been seeming out of place. They dont seem...right, to say the least. I'll just blame it on Y/Ns death. I'll just blame it on the fact that i didnt help.

Im sorry.

Im so fucking sorry.

The sound of grass under my feet snapped me out of my depressed trance. I was playing minecraft, im at the new base location that we had..scoped out toegther a few months ago.

Matt told me there was something Y/N wanted me to see, that it was a gift for me. He gave me the general coords to the 'surprise' and left me to just...fend for myself i guess.

I had my shield ready as it turned night time pretty fast. Shaders was a great touch to it though. I spotted a weird tunnel in a mountain, that had player placed blocks. It was decorated nicely, with slabs and stone bricks, still keeping the essence of a natural cave.

It was dimly lit, to keep it feeling warm, and just so mobs wouldn't spawn. I continued to follow it and head down, eyes already tired but tearing up at what i saw next.

A stadium.

A stadium, a stadium! A hockey stadium! ICE HOCKEY!

There were goals at either side, an ice rink, and a chest at the side, outside the rink. The rink was surrounded like a cage, with seats upon seats lining the outside like an oval.

The chest contained a book, signed by Y/N and a good amount of iron boots with swiftness potions in it. Clicking to open the book, my heart started hammering.

'Dear smii7y, ive been staying up late to finish this, and its finally done. I want to show this to you myself, im so proud of it! But also, i love you.

Ps - this is why i was online for 13 hours.'

Why, just why, huh? Where was that kids parents? Why couldnt that kid just get out the picture?

Im..sorry.