Destiny

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POV Marinette:

My blood was frozen in my veins once I heard that ill get some bad news. I held Adrien's hand tight and looked back at the doctor

Marinette: what is it doctor?

He was hesitant to say what he wanted to say. I don't want to think that something serious will happen to me but I have to think of all the possible possibilities

Doctor: I really don't know how to say that

Adrien: is it dangerous doctor? She needs a surgery? She needs something?

Doctor: I wish that surgery could help, if it wasn't a blood cancer. Miss Marinette, I'm really sorry, you don't have much to live

His words were a thunder to my soul. I won't live? At least I will live for the next twenty years and see my children from the person next to me, right?

Adrien: what you mean please?

Marinette: for how long I will live?

Doctor: not more than three months.

Marinette: it's ok, thank you

Adrien's eyes teared up; his hot tears fell to caress his cheeks. For me, I didn't even drop a tear, I don't know why. To know that you will live for just three months is painful.

Adrien: it's not ok. Doctor, what if we change to the best hospital in Europe? I'm ready for anything.

Doctor: Mr. Agreste, I understand what you feel, but depending on the papers in front of me, nothing can be done.

Marinette: its fine Adrien, we should accept it, please don't make it harder for me, please

Doctor: Miss Dupain Cheng, I advise you to do all what you really want, what you really wish, enjoy everything, and if you need anything, ill be here for you. Mr. Agreste, you will keep with the chemotherapy

Adrien: I want to stop them

Marinette: hey don't. if you really love me, then keep your treatment, for me. this is one of my wishes

His hands turned into fists, biting his bottom lip. His tears never stopped dropping from his emerald eyes. I feel helpless, not only for him, but for myself.

Adrien: fine Mari

Marinette: doctor, can I at least keep the chemotherapy with him, after all ill die, so it won't add anything

Doctor: if this is your wish, then I don't mind. It's time for your chemotherapy then

We stand up following the nurses to the chemotherapy room. we sat on our usual armchairs, they set the IV line and they left, leaving me and Adrien alone. He doesn't add any word, not even a single letter since he accepted to keep his chemotherapy on. I understand what he feels, if I was him, I would feel the same. To lose someone you love is painful, I remember when my dad passed away, I had a hard time, I cried a lot but I calmed down. The only thing we can't escape is death.

I didn't try to talk with Adrien, we need both to process what happened, to process what we heard. I pinched myself to see if it's a dream, a nightmare or not, but it was the reality, my miserable destiny.

Once the session of chemotherapy is over, we ride the car and went back to his penthouse. we changed to our pajamas then we went to our room. he laid on his side on the bed, his hand beneath the pillow, and I left to the balcony to look at the full moon, who know maybe it will be my last full moon that I will ever see.