The Stars are shifting for us (takeing a brake from updates)

Brake timeee

You sat at a picnic table outside you looked like a loner if it was one of these kind of story's you woud say you would like being a loner but you didn't you never where really alone , you where always with doctors , your mum or dad nurse and your hospital mates  you always has someone with you at all times but got rn you took your medicine while getting looks form others playing with balls on the playground you zonded out a bit when you felt pressure  on the other side of the bench the agint  , then agin then once more you didn't know who it was because you didn't know anyone in this school except the fraind group you just messed up for yourself "sooo mysterious new girl... what was the whole flip off at owen thing " a voice said it was clem form before this is around the 1th time she had spoken to you  another voice piped up "yeah! I wanna know to " you where still zoned out but you knew those 2 voices where eli and clem why woud Thay want to know why did Thay even care ..it's not you where besties welll., maybe eli he was cool and funny the 2 sat there waiting for you to spill your guts then unexpectedly another voice crept up "I woud also like to know why you screamed at me for something that was not my fault " it was stupid owen you sigh you couldn't just say everything about why you can't kiss about why your scared of having a bf and about you being sick it was only your 1th day no one dumps there life story on there 1th day somewhere it's just not how it works you just make something up and blurt it out...another lie and it was "oh umm! Errrrr! My dad he's really tough I can't have a bf he would flippp out and I have never had a bf before anyway" you say that but it sounds all fast and together but still loud enough for people to understand clem sighed and left and Eli giggles and even know nothing was laugh worthy owen just says quiet "you didn't think I was trying to be your boyfriend do you ??"the nerdy boy asked  you shake your head fast to say no because you never never througt that it didn't cross your mind at any point , to try and distract yourself form the embarrassment you pull out your school time table and look at what lesson you all had it was  chemistry with miss baker. You had met miss baker a few weeks back when you had a tour of the school with your nurses  she was ment to be the teacher you could come to for anything she said but when a teacher says that it normally means if your lonely telll me and I'll force some unexpected student to be your friend as you looked at your time table agin you smiled because right after chemistry was P.E  because of your crutches   You definitely didn't even have to attempt it you would probably just sit there and watch your classmates run laps you looked up from the paper to see the 2 boys haven't left yet Thay just looked at you it gave you a nice feeling inside knowing that Thay did it was like a sense of security  like Thay went gonna just leave you randomly even though you wouldn't mind if Thay did  it's there life and you didn't mind whatever Thay do with it after some weird small tallk and a few conversations later you and the 2 boys started to have a really good friendship going on you where having a laugh and just tallking and makeing frainds what was a gole you never throught you would do this week  the bell went for end of brake so you got up and you grabed your crutches and head to lesson