I've stopped the cutting
But the pain keeps on coming,
Why can't I feel you Jesus?
I'm starting to fall into pieces.
I want to feel you
But I don't know how to,
It's hard to move on
But I know I have to stay strong.
Some days I'm as happy as can be,
And others I'm depressed an not able to see.
I've thought about going back to the cutting, or just try again to end my suffering.
I just don't know what to do anymore.
