In Love With A Drug Dealer/ Ashtray

"I still love you jas baby"

I woke up the next morning next to Rue

"Hey rue bear" I said in a tired voice

"Hii J" she says to me

"I'm hungry" I said to her

"Come on my moms making food rn" she said to me

"Okay" I said

We get up and walk into the kitchen

"Good morning guysss" MRS. B said

"Hey B" I say to her smiling

"Sit sit I'm bring the plates" she says to me and rue

"Oh hey gia" i said sitting next to her

"Omg hiii I haven't seen you in a while" she says to me

"Ikr i needa get my nails redone to" I say smiling

"FR SAMEE yk think ashtray will give u money like last time!?!" She says smiling

"Umm sadly I don't think Ashtray wants to talk to me at the moment" I frown

" oh my god really what happened you guys are totally a power couple" Gia says in A concerned voice

"Longggg story" I say shaking my head

"Here y'all go"  mrs. B says putting our plates on the table

"Thanks mrs b" I said

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We get done eating

"Hey rue imma go to The corner store wanna come" I say to her grabbing my phone off the bed

" yeah but umm yk ash is gonna Um be there right J?"  she says kinda concerned

" all right what's so concerning about that" I say smiling

" you sure right now would be good for your mental health maybe wait like two weeks to see him again" rue says to me

" what are you talking about Mental Health I'm fine rue I'm not cutting myself" I say laughing awkwardly with the lie

" Yeah you're not cutting yourself I'm sorry let's go" she says to me putting on her Converse

" i'm a put these on OK rue" I say putting on her Nike slides

We walk to the store and once we get there

Ashtray looks at me

"Rue I thought I told u to" Ashtray says

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~~Flashback of last night~~

RUE POV

"I love you J" I say falling asleep

I wasn't able to fall asleep thinking about Jasmine cutting herself so I grabbed my phone and text Ashtray

Ashtray🥸

   Me: yo ashtray??

                                                               Ashtray: yo?
Me: it's abt ur girlfriend

                          Ashtray: what's tf wrong w her now

Me: she's cutting herself ashtray idfk what to do, but I love J and I don't want her to end up killing herself

                                   Ashtray: wth, keep her away from me for 2weeks just for her mental health, it's probably bc all our fighting is triggering her rn and she probably thinks I don't love her or nobody cares about her.