t/w ; this chapter contains obsessive love disorder (OLD) and self - doubt . ______________________________
𝑰. 𝑶𝑩𝑺𝑬𝑺𝑺𝑰𝑶𝑵 monika feels angered and agitated by people who get close to the one she loves, reaching the point to coming up with idea on how to isolate them from her love.
𝑰𝑰. 𝑺𝑬𝑳𝑭 𝑫𝑶𝑼𝑩𝑻 monika has problems with her self-worth, being raised with the idea that she needs to be perfect. she wants to make her parents proud, but it's harder and harder every day.
𝑰𝑰𝑰. 𝑨𝑼𝑻𝑯𝑶𝑹𝑺 monika doesn't have a specific favorite in terms of author. she likes to read a bit from every writer.
𝑰𝑽. 𝑮𝑰𝑭𝑻𝑺 monika is one for gifts. she loves spoiling her s/o with chocolates or other fancy things though she loves sharing her poems with them the most.
𝑽. 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑱𝑬𝑪𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵
while it may seem as though monika enhances the traits of the other members, in reality, she adds onto their depressive or negative traits with her own, thus making her feel better and the others feel worse.
𝑽𝑰. 𝑪𝑼𝑫𝑫𝑳𝑰𝑵𝑮 monika loves nothing more than when you rest your head in her lap and let her comb her fingers through your hair. she likes, in the least weird way, to make you feel like she is in control. like there's nothing for you to worry about, she's going to protect you.
𝑽𝑰𝑰. 𝑵𝑨𝑼𝑮𝑯𝑻𝒀, 𝑵𝑨𝑼𝑮𝑯𝑻𝒀 when it comes to things like hugging and kissing, she's more calm and relaxed...usually acting more submissive. when it's bedroom times, however, she likes taking turns between being the top and being the bottom.
𝑽𝑰𝑰𝑰. 𝑴𝑬𝑴𝑶𝑹𝑰𝑬𝑺 monika has loads of amazing memories with her friends, and her love, so whenever she feels alone or down in the dumps, she goes to an alone spot and replays those memories on a small screen she creates. it always brightens her day to the fullest.
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