Gotta be you! <3

"Please please please i promise i will be so resbonsible. I promise ill use my conscience all the time. Please. Dont you want me to have fun on my birthday. Please?" i pleaded. She looked at me doubfully. I could already tell from her eyes that she wasnt even considering me going on this trip to Barbados.

"Im not so sure you will be. Youve already proved that by entering the competition in the first place. And im sure you will use youre Conscience but its you going with Chantell that worries me. You are so easily influenced by her you never use your conscience if she influences you to do something."

"Mum. I am my own person. i am so disapointed at the fact that you dont trust me mum. im going to be 18 in 5 days and you dont want me to be free. mum im going off to University in a few months and if you cant trust me enough to go on a trip for a week then how on earth are you going to trust me when in going to uni. mum i thought we had a stronger relationship than this. I cant believe you."

"Look dont go trying to make me feel bad i just care about you i dont want you to get hurt and Eleanor what are we going to do with her whilst your away. Me and your dad need to go to work and you know that your the only one who we can afford to-"

"Oh save it mum. Your a child phycologist and dad is a dentist you can afford a nanny just face the facts you just wont let me go because you cant trust me! Why wont you let me live life and you know that if it was possible for you to live life for me you would you would live a dull boring-"

"Fine you can go"

"And you cant even find the decencey to- huh?"

"You can go!"

"thank you" I hugged her tight and rubbed my head against her neck. "Thanks and sorry i shouted at you i just get so faustrated and-"

"Its okay you were right i need to trust you more. Now you need to make some promises 1. that you will always be in bed by 10-"

"Mum!"

"okay one a.m last deal. 2. that you will call me at least twice a day 3. that you will stay sober on sundays to keep the holiness on the sabath and 4. That you will use your conscience all the time every single hour. please stick to these please."

"sure mum!" I AM GOING TO BARBADOS! I AM GOING TO BARBADOS! I AM GOING TO BARBADOS! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYY!

"You know you are going to have to ask your dad right?"

"UUUUUUUUH can u pls ask him for me pls." I batterd my eye lids and made the cutest pouty face i could.

"Okay fine."

I texted Chantell. 'My mum said yes and she is going to convince my dad so its an easy yes. i am going to Barbados did ur foster parents say yes? '