.Sex.Edu.

Secrets Exposed (6)

As all eyes follow us from the exam room, through the halls and out the doors and I swear this could not be more embarrassing if he tried. "Simon, put me down or I swear I will-!" He cuts me off rudely with a hard kiss on the lips as he continues his way to the car, carrying me and both our bags. He unlocks the car door and sets me not on the ground but all the way into the seat. He buckles me in, kisses me on the forehead and speaks so softly... "Good boy." The gasp that emits from me as he closes me in the car takes my breath away. He enters the driver's side and starts off towards a part of Seoul I rarely visit. Mapo-gu is not where someone like me, a scholarship kid, spends a lot of time. "What are we doing here, Simon?" "I am showing you my place, my actual home. Not where I stay during school. We have a lot to talk about, little one, and I thought we should do it in privacy." My heart pounds in my chest... he knows. How does he know?? Hale is the only other person who suspects but they wouldn't talk about that, would they? I am pulled from my thoughts when I hear a voice "Young Master, welcome home." Young Master...? He pulls into a parking spot, and I reach to let myself out, but he stops me. He takes my face in his hands and looks me dead in the eyes. "Pup, you will let me assist you. Will you behave for me?" I nod breathless and he smiles, kisses my forehead and exits the car. He comes to my side, unbuckling me, carrying my bag and leading me inside, up the elevator to the PH. Damn. He really lives here. 

~Simon POV~

I figured it out over spring break of last year; that he is a little. And I knew that I would finally be able to fulfil my desired role as caregiver, as a daddy. And how lucky I am that he is my mate too, and just my type. I lead him up to my penthouse, the place my parents gifted me when I was accepted to Yonsei. The look on his face is priceless as the lift opens to show the black interior of my place. The modern kitchen, the luxurious furniture, I can tell he feels out of place here, so I set his bag down and move to embrace him tightly, "Please Merlin, this place is as much yours now as it is mine. I want you to feel safe and welcome here. Let this be yours and our safe place." I feel him exhale against my chest and his muscles relax against mine. "Very good boy." I praise him again. I walk us to the couch and sit him down in my lap. I am hoping he will be honest with me with this next question. "Merlin, are you a little?" I hear him gasp and see him shrink into my chest and I feel guilt overwhelm me. That was the answer, but not the way I was hoping to receive it. "Yes, Simon. I am a little. I have known for five years, and I have been living the life privately for three years. No one in my life knows and I was hoping to keep it that way, at least at school." he pants as he rushes the words out, but I notice he is looking right at me through this confession. The confidence is appealing and assuring to me that he will trust me moving forward. "Have you ever had a caregiver, or do you have one now?" is the next question I must have the answer to. "No. On both accounts. I mean it when I say that no one knows." He buries his head in my neck and inhales deeply, I realize he must be trying to use me to calm down. I emit calming pheromones that drown him in a momentary peaceful bliss. He purrs into my neck as he peppers kisses over my scent gland, touching his tongue to it lightly causing my Alpha to thrash violently. He opens his mouth and drags his teeth across my scent gland and begins to close his mouth around it. I lay trust in him and let him proceed, feeling his tongue move over the gland as his teeth apply pressure. The next thing I feel is him moving on my lap, straddling me, closer now, head still tucked into my neck. I purr into his ear as he suckles on me lightly, definitely leaving a small mark. I slow the flow of pheromones I release and wait for him to detach now that his breathing has slowed again. 

~Merlin POV~ 

I pull my lips from his neck and see the small, darkened area I left behind right on his gland. I snap out of my pheromone drunk state and look him in the eye, my cheeks on fire. He leans forward and kisses me deeply, breathing me in. I feel my erection poking him in the lower stomach and giggle, looking down at it sheepishly. He runs his hand up and down my sides, from my ribs to my hips and takes a deep breath. "Merlin, I have more questions, want to lay down and get comfortable?" I look at him, unsure what he means when he shifts me from straddling him to laying IN HIS LAP. Like a... little. A real little. Finally. He cradles my head in his arm and I feel safe. "Merlin, can I ask you some questions about all this?" I yawn while nodding. I hear his chuckle and he begins his questions. "So, how long have you been regressing?" "Three years." "And what is your age range when you when you regress?" This makes me shy to admit. I am still working through the shame of all this. I guess he notices I am nervous to answer so he offers.